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long time.. nv blog... time fleeeew...track back...rewind...

dec1.. the idol dayyippeee taufik won... but.. i was very impressed wif sly's performances expect forhis renditon of my idol jay's anjing.. 'it's my life' is wonderful... i was shocked by his scream-yell.. it aint wad i sporean wud dare do bah..imagine ahdu or jj doing tat.. ooops.. funni lar..

taufik as usual his moves.. make him usher-liked.. nice~ both of them sang the new song 'i dream' in their own style.. i like both hehe~~

dec2.. band farewellfirst time we had camp fire but we din really sit arnd the fire jux watch the fire-ball?!.. roll dwn n lit the woods?!..the diff grp dance lor..of course angeline's best lathen.. went in to canteen.. skit lor.. quite interesting lathe idol wan esp.. (hehe again is angeline's grp)

nuthing much.. happen.. jux tat i have been wrking for that entire week so..din stay over for the camp.. wrking.. is tiring though i was sitting the whole day.. packing.. head,hair,hand.etc accessories lor..

as usual.. i got time.. will d.l idol drama to watch lornew wan.. hehe my fav kunda ish lead actor.. comedy.. abt.. nightingale wan lor.. nurse la the onli male nurse in the hospital lolx.. too bad showing once a week onli.. haix.. mux wait

...m..e..l....
im outty here

heee... the o's are finally over.. today is the official 1st day of holiday.. but..
i was back in school.. hehe.. but not in sch u'.. i was back 4 band pract. i was kinda surprise.. wif my own decision of going back.. reason being..b4 the o's i began to dread going band..
but since then.. ive nv been back for more than a mth. tis time round.. the dress code, the 'feel' is entirely different.. yeap i was in band camp2001 n jeans.. n i felt proud as a band member.. sitting.. together wif my angeline.. n my fellow clarinetist.. woah.. onli one wrd to describe the feeling.. shiok.. we pract a few songs which were meant to be played during the band camp.. tis dec.. as a kl top3 band is cuming.. wheew.. stressed.. but tink is gonna b enjoyable n a gr8 experience ..

haix.. so sad for oli ... she shud b at the finals with taufiq... (no offence to sly's fans).. i thot today is finally the time for him to (yup) leave.. but.. whu noes..

citing frm wad ken say.. sly is gonna ask the bengs n lians to vote for him.. then i tink spore got mani lians n bengs lor.. but i found tat reallli toooo scarcastic liao loh.. aniway...

"Singapore.. you have voted for TAUFIQ as ur very 1st Singapore Idol".. (gurmit sounding)...

YeahHH... i mean.. I have voted Taufiq as my sPore idol.. kekex...

:( but its still too early too say...

it's me~

woo.. its been a long time since i last post.. jux re-read my last post.. hm.. realli too serious liao bah..
aniwae.. 2 more main paper..2 minor wans (mcq la)... n everiting is over...
i mentalli prepared for the upcoming events after o's .. haha i nid a BreaK.. HolidAy..MoViEs.. i missed too mani interestin wan.. Incredibles( i noe i seem childish).. Shuttle..
ive also got lots of shoppings i wan.. shoes.. shirts.. cds.. wow.. the list wun stop.. mp3 player.. hair dye.. lolxxx

hm.. today history paper.. heng i studied germany.. nazi lor..
i was kinda very much distracted during todays paper..
i was so irritated by the shakin of legs!!!.. ppl lik luq n a sec5 guy.. my fingers were flying.. becox of the shortage of time.. n the shakin make tings worst.. jux wondering if they were anxious ?> lolx.. or.. jux bored.. mayb too long nv.. sit in hall take paper.. so distracted lor..

i finished the paper like 10mins b4.. so i spend my time.. after checking day dreaming lor..
n i was wondering if.. aniwans fingers/hand move faster than ur brain tinks.. (i mean during exams)... i dun.. my fingers always lag wan.. then by the time i finish writing.. i forget wads next.. or do anione fingers/brain move same time.. .. aniwae.. jux sum stoopid tinkings of mine..

qn: is my blog too jay-ish..

wooow..

Jay..

while crossing the road i hate waiting for the traffic light
while waiting for bus i hate standing alone
life seems to be having things tat we nid to 'wait'...

few more days to the Day..

tis few days have been raining.. n sum weird stuff came to my mind..
before the heavy rain.. dark clouds usually will start gathering .. isnt it jux like b4 exams.. we start studying n all the notes, formula will start gathering by our tiny brain..
when it finally rains isnt is jux like during the exams we start writing out wad we hard memorise..
however, have u ever study too hard tat u jux feel like crying.. haix jux cry.. when the clouds get to heavy it will jux rain jux like after studying to hard.. the tears jux roll dwn suddenly..
but bare in mind.. after rain there will b sunshine.. after crying pick up the bks n continue mugging...

... i tink i am toking to myself.. but i have yet to reach the extent of crying to relieve 'stress'...
how i wish i can jux cry so tat i will feel better.. being too strong at tis pt of time.. is veri tiring..
but way b4 i start crying.. i really gotta continue mugging..
wooosh.. how i wish.. my thunderstorm had ended.....

time check : 08:13pm
yeAh.. hoMe aLone.. i wud be officially home AlonE now.. My paRents are Off to geNting For the nexT feW dayx... n my bro sErving NS.. so will OnLi b Back Tml.. afTerNoon.. but aCtualli there ainT muCh diff.. im Used to BeinG aLone..


............. eNjoyIng.. fOod.. tv... SnAcKs.. ComP...

:-)

haix.. sumhow.. sumone alwaes hav a similar blogskin as mine.. so i change to a super duper simple.. baby wan.. lor..

morning~.. jux came back frm breakfast at mac.. i was going home myself as my mum went to the market.. to my horror.. there ish a 'stretcher' for the coffin.. right at the frnt of the lift.. lucki no coffin.. if not i gonna faint lor.. i was all alone.. surrounded wif mani malays.. so i assume.. is a malay lor.. it is realli very freaky cox.. i dunno wad to do.. lucki the lift door was open.. i checked tat theres no one..[coast clear] i rushed into the lift.. praying tat the door open wifout anione.. outside.. reached 10 floor.. door open.. i was super stunned the whole 'lobby' is crowded.. i ran.. YES ran.. out of the lift.. wif my eye almost 3/4 close lor.. scared i c tings i shd nt c.. heng the staircase right bside the lift.. i ran dwn lor.. curiosity heng din kill cat.. i turn back to c.. heng nuthing.. all ppl.. going into da lift.. i chiong into my house lock door.. lor.. called my mum to tell her..

i am scaredy...~

The Outsiders II

woosh.. jux finish watching the 1st episode.. of the outsiderII.. basically.. the 1st episode was jux screened last nite @ taiwan.. today i get to watch lor.. hm.. since i luv part I definitely.. partII is as nice.. erm.. i tink tis is 1st time .. idol show the second part is not continuation lor.. aniway also cant continue.. lead actor.. dead.. the partII is showing.. wad happen in the middle of the show.. cox in partI got one part. they skip.. n say Four years later.. so now partII is abt wad happen during.. the 4yrs lor.. interestin bah~.. according to rzhen it is kinda lyk.. infernal affairsI,II n III lor.. hm.. abt part 2.. additional actors.. lor.. got xiaozhu.. n a new gurl bah dunno whu.. aniwae she haven appear yet..
tis show is a must-see (hehe wrd list).. if u lykex undercover lar.. n esp paikia.. gangsters.. lolx..
also the theme song.. is new wan no more the Bu Gong Ping.. tis time is xiaozhu sing... 灰色空間 lor.. realli beri de ganggang.. wan lor..

事情過去，
一切看似風平浪靜，
但每個人心中卻都已烙下難以抹滅的傷痕。
而明天究竟會將他們帶到哪裡？
沒有人有把握，
在黑社會的日子裡，
每一天 ......
都像最後一天 ......

today go.. sch get back results.. lor.. still kinda satisfied lor.. cox i tink all got improve bah.. amths.. frm 20+ i get...36+... hehe nearer to 40/80 mah.. eng jux nice.. lor.. betta then midyr.. i fail.. emaths.. i tink my results went dwn.. but 59/80... ok lor.. .. nuthing else lor.. cheryl n sharil both nv cum.. so no papers.. deena cant possibly finish marking.. so did sum.. exercise on turnover...etc. lor

woosshh.. one more day to go b4 prelims finalli over.. tmr gonna hav poa paper.. lor.. i screwed up my paper1 jux passing.. so mux wrk harder.. but i aint studying.. hehe..

today's paper i screwed up my amaths as usual.. nuthing special.. sci.paper1.. i tink mrlai is jux crazy.. argh~....

today.. is mid autumn festival.. my parents out at sum temple's celebration so im HOME ALONE.. im jux a loner whu prefers to b alone.. den hang out.. wif my cousin's kids at the temple.. im tooo old to 'play' wif dem..

ive jux change my blog skin.. hehe once again cox realised sumone's got a similar wan.. got i simple blogskin.. ive jux spent.. a couple of mins browsing the webbie n chosen tis.. rambling~~

hehe my fav show The Outsider is having a second part n is showing soon in taiwan.. so i get to d.l it.. haha..

outty here...

hm.. one week nv blog liao.. tis week was pretty fast over.. started wif prelims el n mt paper 1.. tues n thurs i din go sch.. i participated in the record breaking for the no. of absentees.. highest i tink is 21 absent bah.. super rite.. aniwae today had 1st sci pract. of my life.. feelin very nervy thruout the entire paper.. lighting of match was the worst but i tink im jux lucki cox.. i strike once hehe.. phy was pretty easy.. chem abit more complicated.. but overall i tink it is fine bah.. monday prelims officially start tml gonna go study lor.. if not alone at home also beri boring.. keke..

im outty here... gonna be busy the nxt few weeks bah.. no more blogging..~~!! mux chiong.. but dunno if i can make it.. haixx~>...

jux got home frm pasir ris park.. had our cip tis morining.. we were jux wasting time.. we went feed of fish at the Kid's Kampong.. nuthing much happened.. there is supposed to be a bbq.. but.. leave me alone.. lolx..


s.l.a.c.k

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boringx... my mum's out at wrk.. my dad's out.. bro back at camp.. i'm all alone.. i jux did sumting i felt proud.. i fixed my webcam.. its been long dead.. since my bro reformat the comp.. i brought it back to life.. basically by jux reinstalling.. hehe no big deal after all..

today is officially the 1st day of the Sept holis.. 'o's cuming.. did a bit of maths n studied eng's format...nuthing much..

tink i mux go complain the renovation at my house.. is realli getting irritating.. its been a long time.. the entire void deck seemed to have been removed..

im gonna be out tml n on wed.. wonder when do i hav the time to study..

since my webcam is wrking.. ive became.. self obsessed.. hehe taking pics non stop.. lolx.. my bro is a great cap chooser.. his caps are real nice...

im outta here..........

im gonna miss u..