21072004 .. the day my brother officially get enlisted.. racial harmony day too..
morning rainning so heavily so decided to change into the bajukurong in sch.. look weird but no choice have to wear coz nv brin sch shoe..
the next time im gonna c my bro is on the 7/8 i suppose or national day bah.. tat means abt 3 weeks time lor.. tis morning.. a few of his ffu were at our hse.. gonna send him to hendon camp lor.. my parents went too lor.. then mum told me.. he is in the same 'grp' as his ffu buddy lor.. so gd for him..
erm.. the computer is in his room n now it looks so empty.. curtains off.. bedsheets gone.. floor mopped..  even the comp i using hav juz been wiped..
ps: wish him luck for his commando training.. and his styled hair.. is gone even b4 enlistment coz he scared they anihow cut so cut 1st.. hehe

hm. time really flies.. i still remember the time with the existence of casettape..always listening to Hanson's Mmmbop..  In an mmmbop they're gone. In an mmmbop they're not there  wow.. tat songs was released in 1997.. so it was lyke 7 yrs ago..  tat time i was still using radio to play casettape.. why suddenly mention Hanson's itz becoz their latest album Underneath is out !..  oh my the youngest Hanson's brother is already 19.. the last time i heard their song was.. This Time Around.. You can't say I didn't give it I won't wait another minute We're on our way this time around..  and mind you tat song is also abt 4 yrs ago tat it was released.. the first single i heard frm their lastest album.. is Penny and Me.. juz love.. their usual rock style...  Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies Close our eyes pretend to fly It's always Penny and me tonight.. 

losing my grip
why should i care?
cos you weren't there when i was scared when i was so alone
you need to listeni'm stuck in a trip i'm losing my grip
and i'm in this thing alonewhy should i care?
if you don't care then i don't care
we're not going anywhere
 
Losing my Grip ~ Avril Lavigne

violence thots.
i feel tis compulsive urge to punch my fist thru a plane of glass. screaming my head of f no longer appeals to me. sumtimes it is a bliss to be ignorant, or to feign ignorance and ignore ur inner voice. pretence hav nv been alluring..

jay!!

kunda .. hehe my fav..~

Energy!!

"Don't Wanna Think About You"

Can you leave me here alone now
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doin what you say

Cuz I'm tryin to get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
Cuz I know
I don't wanna think about you

Don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cuz I won't wait
Cuz you won't change
And you'll always be this way

Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
Running as fast as I can
Run away
Run away
I'll never come back again
Run away
Run away

Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out (figure this out)
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down (bring me down)
Won't let you shut me out (shut me out)
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you

hmmp.. reached home.. at 7+ after an evening swim.. at the crwded tampines swimming complex.. mayb is holi.. so the place.. is dirty n flooded wif ppl.. or mayb coz.. i too long nv.. go alwyz swimming is angeline ask me along go nsrcc..
yesterday go class chalet.. bbq lor.. quite a no. of pple.. den the usual chalet stuff bowling, daidee n cycling.. den during bbq der was a 'fight' btw ivy n jaren.. dunno wad happen lor.. den ivy muz be pissed off.. n juz stormed of angrily.. i really meam STORM.. she stormed on my feet b4.. walking away.. den arnd 1115 my bro came the fetch me home.. n gave shifah a ride home.. couldnt really slp after bathing coz.. ivy gave me a call.. i ask where she is.. she say she dunno.. n juz HANG UP... she onli msg me at 1+ tell me.. wad happen(shant go into details) but still couldnt slp.. then watch tv.. till abt 2 lor.. b4 slping..

ps: 1) yesterday i had a hard time plucking up courage to wear da contacts.. lucky no negative comments.. hehe..

2) my bro is counting the no. of days b4 he get enlisted.. 26..25..ohoh..fast..!

argh.. im so bored.. ive been sitting in frnt of the comp since 7.. nuting to do.. repeatedly listening to the same song by Maroon 5 - This love.. tis morning wake up at 730 coz 830 muz report 4 band lor.. as usual practice the concert stuff.. a few ex seniors came back.. band ended at abt12.. went back home.. slag infrnt of the tv.. den beri tired go slp.. lor.. 5 den wake up.. again tv.. den use comp..


ps: 18/6 zhenhao's birthday ,yesterday was beth birthday..n today is ruizhen.. Happie BirThdaY..


rottingg.....

realised sum one else had a similar blog so.. decided to change skin lor. i found tis terrific skin which suits my identity as CUTE..ugly bt adorable.. :þ

Chalet : Me Bro n Frenz

chalet: cousins- Madeline Terence Derek n Cheryl

Chalet: me jasmine derek

hm. 10 daes nv blog liao.. while the geog n sum lit students are away at bintan..i was away too.. but still spore.. went to my bro chalet.. his 20th bday was on da 14jun.. n chalet is frm 13-15.. i tink tis family gathering wud be the last b4 my bro's enlistment in july. then gonna have a 4 mths cut according to the new 'law'.. the chalet was a bungalow type wan at tanah merah?/changi?.. juz noe ish country club..

we check-in on sun noon.. slacking arnd.. with minature mahjong.. n daidee.. supposed to go swimming.. bt sunday mah.. the pool flooded with ppl.. then at nite. bbq lor.. then bday cake was out.. my bro frenz n our relative were there n did the usual stuff of singing n cutting of cake lor.. .den went arcade wif my cousins coz bored.. then went back .. then slp at 3 i supposed.. den nxt day awake by 7+ super.. my bro n frenz nv slp.. watching euro.. then i suppose sum of them played mahjong the whole nite.. n early morning.. karaoke session.. singing jay chou songs.. then we (angeline, madeline, derek n lester)..had breakfast.. den the big bros were away our turn to sing lolz.. abt 10 wanna swim liao.. coz mon morning nobody.. but the big pool is washing so all of us including the big bros were at the small pool.. den awhile later the pool was ready.. all chiong in lor.. the had water polo(captain's ball) game.. n there were 19 ppl in da pool.. play under the hot sun till abt 12.. my aunt came she cooked lunch 4 us.. after lunch.. 2+ slp til 5.. then while slping.. i cant belive sum big bros were still playing mahjong.. think they really mahjong freak.. den bbq lor.. watch tv.. supposed to stay one more nite.. but felt bored coz derek wanted to go home.. so went home.. lor.. coz aniwae checking out the next morning.. so the chalet trip ended..

after the chalet.. side effects.. sorethroat.. homewrk nt done due on fri.. haixx

im outty..

happy

crown-ed.. hehe

smiLe

sit dwn

cousins