mel & jas

hm yesterday nv blog so tok abt wad happen yesterday.. meet my cousin at 12.. go dwn town shopping.. n jas,my cousin wanted to c da jolin so stood in the sun 4 abt 1/2 hr to c her.. den frm far i saw lyncia in the queue ( i gt super eye-sight ) n i also saw yufeng.. after jolin finish singing.. cant tahan da heat go heeren.. lor.. outside annex saw wenting.. guess she is there 4 jolin too. then took pic.. wif my cousins.. hehe.. the machines are gettin more interesting.. den.. my uncle came to fetch us.. i went to my jas hse.. her hse at sengkang bt according to her it is as windy as marina south so we went dwn.. to i huge 'grassland' n fly kite.. n it was lyke 10 yrs ago tat i last fly a kite.. but it was really fun..
today.. boring day.. woke up at 10 watch tv nuthing to do.. lata still muz do homewrk.. haiz.. sumore n my bro n cousins went genting+kl.. but im stuck in spore.. coz..of all da toopid lessons..courses..

im outta here...

one week.. of extra lesson ended.. with homewrks.. but there is still one more week to go.. but at least tml.. ish a break.. no lessons..

F.I.R
后乐园

雨淋湿了世界 你站在我面前 爱得太深太想要
你的温度给我依靠 却不能要 放弃了也许才看得到
我从不是你的骄傲
★我走进后乐园中那迷失的一角
再一步就能触碰你的心跳 当我们以为的爱不是一种荣耀 再深的爱也这样 失去了
你还在我身边 但我突然发觉 我们之间的画面
只会变得越来越浅 不够永远
用生命也许才换得到 一次机会深刻拥抱
★我走进后乐园中那迷失的一角
再一步就能触碰你的心跳 我努力往前奔跑 直到天涯海角 却发现还到不了…
在我的后乐园中谁是我的依靠 我相信总有一天我会找到
用我的心去感受拥有爱的美好
我愿意世界为你 就这样 静止了…


im outty..

boring day as usual.. lessons.. amths emths phy chem.. the planner sux man.. one day.. bored with bth sciences n maths.. hm.. at last i bought the f.i.r cd.. reached home.. chiong homewrk.. all singh's lor.. n emths.. cheryl wan.. leave it alone.. dun care.. singh's wrk are boring.. heng complete liao..


buzz off..

hrm.. tis morning woke up at 9 to watch ms universe.. i 'bet' coasta rica will win.. but she lost to australia.. mayb coz australia has betta skin hehe.. then watch tv till 1.. today vesak day mah.. everi yr vesak day mean my ah-ma birthday. coz according to mummy she duno when her bday so.. since vesak dae is holi so.. she 'chose' tis day.. hm.. when reached hse.. CroWded sia.. lots of kids.. really kids sia. i tink age frm 1-7 all have.. i counted almost 10 kids were there.. n i was a giant to dem.. but it was fun 'playing' wif dem.. hehe n wads most impt. these kids are my ah-ma's great grand childen sia.. meaning my cousins are almost all married.. time flies.. time to slp.. although now.. 5 pm nia.. bt.. beri tired.. last nite.. slp at 2+..

lights out.. (still very bright lehx)

long time nv.. post.. since.. last wed.. quite long lar.. juz now.. while sufing net.. came across tis jap brand 6%Dokidoki. wow da clothes.. accessories all beri cute.. even the web itself is cute.. jap stuff cute indeed..how i wish can go there.. 4 a shoppin spree.. hehe~~

i guess my life is totally.. chinese..compo.. compre.. it sux.. ARGH!~~~~~~~~

Disclaimer: This particular comment can b quite vulgar so all y'all kids dat are fuckin under 16 pls proceed no further. I do not wish to see ur mommies and daddies comin after me wit their fuckin parangs and cleavers. Due to vulgarites used it will be edited on a later date.

comment: (*&!@3168#$%^&*(_5408)(*&^!@#$%^&*_I_=-)(*#$%^&*()V_)(1681*&^^%&^$Y%
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'Holding anger is a poison. It eats u frm inside. We tink tat hating is a weapon tat attcks the person whu harm us. But hatred is a curved blade . And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.'

no wonder shit happens


Name 3 Things You Are Thinking About Now :
1. sleep
2. linkin park concert
3. sleep

Name 3 Drinks You Regularly Drink :
1. coke
2. ice tea
3. ice blended wadeva

Last Time You Cried ?
Last.?. i am stronger now..

What are u listening to now?
Mp3.. F.i.R

What Color Socks Are You Wearing ?
I am not wearing anything on my feet now! =D

What's Under Your Bed ?
yet another bed..

What Time Did You Wake Up Today?
6 plus in the morning

Current Hair ?
Shoulder length blackish-white..lolz

Current Clothes ?
B.U.M tee with black cotton shorts

Current Desktop Picture ?
adidas 2004 with beckham n a few other guys.. (i share comp wif bro.)

Current Worry ?
the avoiding tingy

Current Hate ?
you!~ hate.. not so stong actually

Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex?
The eyes

Last CD You Bought ?
since mp3 exist harly buy cdz

Favorite Place To Be ?
I guess anywhere with good company will count

Least Favorite Place ?
Anywhere with no proper decent toilets

If You Could Play An Instrument ?
i can play a clarinet

If yes, have u ever been go on stage and win??
I seriously can't recall any!

Favorite Color(s)?
blue, red and white

Do You Believe In An Afterlife ?
I have not given it a thought yet so i suppose it's a no =D

How Tall Are You ?
164cm

Current Favorite Word/Saying ?
dead...

Favorite Season ?
Spring

One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could
speak with?
Brad Pitt..

Favorite Day ?
TGIF friday..

Where Would You Like To Go ?
Switzerland

Favorite Car ?
Mini Cooper

i spent abt 2 days reading.. da book.. in dis bk.. there r 5 lessons learn after meeting each of da person.. of all i tink the most important wan is to learn nt to hate..
quote frm da bk: 'Holding anger is a poison. It eats u frm inside. We tink tat hating is a weapon tat attcks the person whu harm us. But hatred is a curved blade . And the harm we do, we do to ourselves.'
of all da lessons learn.. i tink.. the 1st is most interesting.. No life is a waste. Death doesnt juz take someone, it misses someone else, and in the small distance between being taken and being missed, lives are changed. Strangers are juz family you have yet to come to know

i am reading..

hm today gt back lit paper.. i passed.. hehe.. den slag whole day.. reading book.. i tink it was one yr ago tat i sat down wholeheartedly wanting to read a bk.. title 'tuesday with Morrie'.. den today da bk i reading ish by the same auther titled ' the five ppl u meet in heaven'..

wenting.. happie 16th birthday..~

today.. we noe chem,mt n poa.. surprisingly i passed my poa pure luck.. chem.. im..contented with passing.. mt.. since buckchwee emphasize so mani times tat the paper is mark strictly.. i shall also be a lil' contented with.. 12.5/20 for letter n 29/50 for compo.. then lit we watch harry potter.. singh muz be crazy throwing us a ton of homewrk.. lucki its due nxt fri.. assembly ish crime prevention talk.. then singh period slag again.. tml n fri gonna get back all paper.. i really dead for amaths.. haiz

Avril Lavigne "Nobody's Home"

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.
Be strong, be strong now.
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.
Yeah,oh

She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside.

She's lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

the unlucky chapter 13(anger,hatred...) of my life had ended.. hopefully~~.. however, wud there be a partII for the chapter.. whu noes.. im prayin real hard.

I have this quote that I heard once which I really like - "You're born alone, and you die alone, so you better learn to love yourself." I like it, but I think for me, it's more like "You're born alone, and you die alone, so you better learn how to live with yourself." Which I find, is one of the hardest things in the world.Isnt it..

I can be nice to everybody, but tat wud then really be PR and tat makes me a hypocrite, being nice to pple whom I dun like. I try to be civilised to most people even if I don't like them but nice I'm not. I never said I'm nice anyway :)

now, one more day to chiong.. b4 i am free frm all the books.. at least for a week.. b4 the olevel chinese.. to ppl.. catching a movie.. go 4 Troy which is a betta choice.. hehe coz Brad Pitt incredible hot body that adds up the credit? This guy've got muscles.. and yes.. muscles... Lil' hottie Orlando Bloom was a lil disappointing.. mayb becoz of his character..It's a MUST watch! big grin** i dun mind watching it again~~

exam fever few days nv use comp.. den dis whole week.. my hse dwnstair renovations.. sickening.. man.. had to on the radio to max.. in order to concentrate.. today chem paper.. was hopeless.. diff. sia.. others cant remember xactly.. tml emathz paper2 muz do welll.. coz my amaths is hopeless liao.. why am i stuck wif all da books while.. my bro is supposedly happily glued to da tv.. he sae he is hibernating n juz wait till 21 july arrives b4 he get into ns.. tis guy muz b mad..
"From maximum exposure to wheel of fortune to sports centre to spice siblings to serie a highlights to incredible tales to guess guess guess. U name it i've watched it. I tink i've prolly channel-surfed for a couple hundred of times the whole damn day!" extract frm his blog.. enjoying life..

tired... lights out..

rise n shine.. ~~

hmm.. still cant find a perfect blog.. today.. beri guai.. by 1240 i was alread home.. but.. wanna rest b4 start studying.. today.. 1st period maths.. nuthing.. do paper 2.. den singh.. do our own stuff.. deena.. did machinery acct.. sharil.. SEQ.. singh free.. again.. den juz b4 sch end.. ther was a commotion.. class bois start crwding.. by the window.. looking out.. singh joined them.. a boi.. running away frm police.. den handcuffed.. boring day.. now listening to jolin.. i b4 tat lyke the song by her.. 柠檬草的味道 beri sad song..now i fell for the song 倒帶mayb coz.. da composer is my fav jay..
here is lyrics..
倒帶
作词:方文山　作曲:周杰伦
我受够了等待你所谓的安排　说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱　我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带　你给的全是空白　一个人假日发呆　找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的门外　却一直都进不来　你累积给的伤害　我是真的很难释怀
终于看开爱回不来　而你总是太晚明白　最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开
你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来　我的眼泪却一直掉下来
过去怎么交代你该给的信赖　被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖
从我脸上的苍白　看到记忆慢下来　过去甜蜜在倒带　只是感觉已经不在
而我对你的期待　被你一次次摔坏　已经碎成太多块　要怎么拼凑跟重来
终于看开爱回不来　而你总是太晚明白　最后才把话说开　哭着求我留下来
终于看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　你的手却放不开　宁愿没出息求我别离开...

erm.. since yesterday nv blog.. tok abt wad happen yesterday..
raining almost the whole day.. singh 1st period cme.. tok abt the MPs.. den nuthing interesting lor.. after sch.. interesting.. celebrating amalina n ivy's birthday.. sum when buy cake.. sum of us when buying drink.. had sum 'smashin-of-da-cake-on-the-face' game on the 2 of them.. then 'water fest' started.. raining n we played by the SInk..lolz..
today.. 1st period sharil.. '...' nuting to say.. den chem lar poa. still learning tings.. den singh 'free period' mt.. crappy.. kj was asking sum lame qns.. lyke how to prawn "call" ..ans: hehe..(prawn in hokkien)... buckchwee join in n gave us one.. he said.. there was tis botak man.. tried maby ways finally had 3 strands of hair growing.. but y did he cut of 1 of it... ans: .. to comb his hand center parting.. lol.. lame but funi... i tink tis is really a way to relieve all the exam stress.. den amths mdmlow nv cum.. me rz fatin play..Bingo... den phy slag.. she go tru the past yrs paper. n tats the last time we r gonna c her b4 examx.. after sch.. accompany rz.. go buy perfume.. n toopid..i had tis craze for chocs during phy.. so.. went cheers to buy kinderbueno.. hehe.. i lyke it..~

books.. here i cum.. ~~

ouCh... it huRtss.. today so suay.. P.e 1st period while playing captain's ball.. kena tripped.. fell n had sum bruises n scatches on my knee n left shoulder..n i had a hard knock on my right cheek.. today lesson boring coz.. gt sharil.. is he gettin naggy.. alwayz repeating wad he say.. one-sided view lar.. prejudice.. bias.. tone.. haiz.. de rest of the lesson were as boring..
Wizzdom of The Day..
Love ur enemies, Do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you.. If you love only the ppl who love you.. wad praise should you get.. ?

prob with blogs...
youths should be commended for their diversity of thoughts and courage to air their thoughts and feelings.

due to the advancement in technology, they are able to voice their many views and perspective on the net. however, also, due to the convenience of these channels, many fail to rem that they have to be responsible for what they published. even when it means they are hiding behind the nicknames.
being responsible for one's actions does not only emcompass thinking twice about wat one says, it also means taking into consideration the repercussions of one's words. what will result with all that one published in the fit of anger or etc. it may seem harmless to one, but jus like dropping a small pebble into the pond, it can disrupt the peacefulness of the pond. i regret but to bring in the example of the recent comment made on singaporean students which caused a big hoo ha.

i'm publishing this journal, (to much irony) in hope to remind my fellow bloggers to remember that, many pple ARE reading your blogs. so think before you write, u might not know who will be affected by ur so-called harmless blog...

[As quoted from http://www.livejournal.com/users/forall_9876/] saw it on lilgurlie's blog

Interesting.. Everyone should exercise self-censorship.juz lyke vcds I know of people who say that it's your bloody blog so you can jolly well say whatever shit that pleases your fancy. Because if you don't rant about it on your blog, where else are you going to do it? In your personal diary or a blog which is PRIVATE and no one can view? A blog which people can readily access and read what you're writing is like your mouth (well, you, really) talking in public and people can just hear what you say. The supposed freedom that you have in your blog is like the supposed freedom of speech... Well, I don't deny the fact that you can feel free to express an opinion that you feel strongly about, do consider the consequences of you making that particular statement or expressing your feelings.whatever you say on your blog, make sure you have the guts to say it in real life as well. Let's say, if you slam your friend Miss X on your blog, make sure whatever you say, you have what it takes to tell her to her face as well. However, sumting not meant to be said please dun say..


time to mug n study.. mathz is gettin me crazy.. today no infocus so muz focus at home.. im outty here muggy time
GO AwaY sUX..

Yet another day has passed, which brings me closer and closer to MYE .. today half the time i feel so damn grumpy...im like bothered by sthin....but i cant seem to place my finger on it....i only noe tt deep down, im not happy. cos if i was really n truly happy, i wld have so much on my mind....i wldnt have so many "what if(s)" goin ard in my heart....
Raining. I could've just stayed in bed, listening to music... Than waking up... :) Haven't been experiencing this kinda weather, early in the morning... ever since that HOT weather hit us...
Life. is always filled with ups and downs~ I feel very down lately but i will try to smile and hide my sorrows to myself.. I always try to not let any of my personal life affect my daily performance at school and socialising.

I just wanna leave a strong piece of advice for all those reading my blog and for those who know me n of coz to myself
Here it goes....

You only lived once.
Make full use of it.
There may be days when you feel...
Lazy,
Forgetful,
Rude,
Irritating,
Dun blame yourself.
Why?
Simple.
Because no one is PERFECT.

Dare to dream BIG.
Why not?
Even if your friends ridicule you...
They are not you.
You are not them.
You are you.
You know yourself best.
Don't give up on yourself.

Tell yourself...
Anything is possible.
Difficult does not mean Impossible

Live life to the fullest!
Have a positive outlook in life and you will find that life doesn't really have to "sux"!

hm.. yesterday.. kinda busy day.. din had a chance to blog.. so start wif wad happen yesterday.. morning sch as usual.. Eng n Chi Paper.. Movie Review.. haiz.. den after sch.. hang out at Mac for lunch.. reached home.. watch tv.. then slp lor.. den meet ivy n frenz at 430.. for dinner at Marina South.. ppl whu went: Ivy YuWen WeiPing Vanessa Jaren Zewei Johanan.. kinda fun.. steamboat.. nw as for today.. Labour Day.. did nuting.. other than watching tv.. coz.. public holiz lotz of show.. lyke concerts lor.. Channel i n 5.. shiok sia.. almost non-stop.. den went out for dinner n den as usual gradma hse.. den cum home lor..

tv time..

okie... bloggy time.. actual nuthin much to say.. tml paper 1 start. den after sch.. got sum plans..go marina south eat.. wanna celebrate ivy's birthday which is on da 7.. amalina's on 6.. Happie BirthDay My Friends
life's gettin boring.. everiday.. do past yrs paper..haiz.. Cute.. dats wad luqman call me.. sacarstically it is supposed to mean ugly but adorable.. dotz.. lots of movie cuming up today.. got 'Win A Date With Tad Hamilton' .. 'Koma'.. 'Dawn of the Dead'.. '50 first dates'.. n a cop movie by Edison..hehe my fav.. :) so mani interestin movie tat i wanna watch bt i am broke.. nvm.. my bro d.l 'win a date..' so later got time can watch..

outty..here..