p i n k --- n a i l s ....


pinkieee

to: You

take tings easy.. including friendship..
although i am bad at handling friendships too...

remember the laughter.. not the lies

....

wahaha i sounded kinda serious.. but dun b too serious about it..
crying doesnt solve prob..
i din cry !! wahaha im strong

tomorrow is another day
defintely a better ONE !!!

from: obviously ME!!!

days to MY BIRTHDAY

Your Birthdate: March 12

Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.
hahahaha....
good conversationalist
waHahahaha...

yesterday woke up super early arnd 8plus..
had a super duper headache..
my mum flipped tru the straits times n read tat seiyu having this 'may day' sale bah
so we headed dwn to bugis..
there was sale in almost everyting..
bought a couple of shirt..
with the sale.. one shirt cost less than 10.. haha..


shopping~~~

tink im only gonna blog if im out..
yup!.. im out today.. juz got home
but only for dinner at sum changi road with my angeline n family

morning woke up at 9.. raining heavily..
my mum said that it muz b my bro whu 'brought' back the rain frm brunei
bro is home from brunei at abt 910 after being away for 20days
he came back with lesser meat more bones
he dropped to 61kg.. my god!.
he used to be fat!!
almost a year in the ns he shed 14kgs..
No more slimming centres needed .. ration food can make u forget abt eating according to him.. ration food juz smells like dog food..

he shared his experience with us..
how he was so stressed up planning wher to go ..tat caused him to looose appetite
and also his experience on the helicopter.. n he descibed the view as .. seeing brocollissss
no land see-able.. all greeneriesss..

my mum is happy that he is back ..
but not me ....
i cant used the comp for the next few days..
unless he is out gathering/clubbing.. with his friends..

finally after having doubts for soo long..
i finally noe tat.. tis ex-schmate of mine is actually my bro's friends brother..
huazelei/zaizai.. (oh my god!!!)..

how i wish i can just fall asleep on this boring Saturday nite..
but.. i've juz had a lonnng nap of 3hrs.. n woke up at 5..
how can i sleep again..
the shows are boring.. my songs are repeating..
argh...

dun really noe wad to blog abt..
days are the same
woken up by this stupid drilling..
WAD THE HELL ARE YOU DOING AT 9AM.. crazy freak..
slack infrnt of the tv.. till i dont noe..
slack infrnt of the comp.. till.. i feel like slping
.. im still starin at the comp.. doing nuthing..
listening.. to avril lavigne's he wasnt .. nonstop..

cant there be more interesting shows on sat.. everyting is boring..
MCS getting boring shows..
SCV repeating shows..

MTV is still da best.. esp summer break but faking the video is kinda lame
hm.. newlyweds is still nice.. though.. jess n nick are married for 2yrs.. the show name is still newlyweds .. contradicting huh!..
fridays we got jess celebrating aniversary with nick .. holidaying in a wine yard.. fun!!
saturdays we got ashlee.. see how gets naughty with ryan cabrera infrnt of the camera.. haha!!

the simpsons... haha~~~

as usual went out for 'wednesday' outings
haha.. coz they gotta wrk la.. only wednesdays free loh..
today.. met up later at 2+.. coz ruizhen n weeling went k-ing
but i've got a sore ulcer.. n my mouth is pain loh..
den met at 215.. took the train down to Heeren.. on the train saw Zul with his curly hairs..
haha
so shop around heeren.. then saw Zhenhao n eugene at one of the shop loh..
den we were hungry.. so went to Swenson's for a late lunch + early dinner
after tat walked dwn to FarEast.. then shop lor.. we bought clothes loh..
finish liao .. go take 518(shud b cant remb).. back to tamp..

tat's all...

oh!.. we met ben yeo of mcs...hmmm.. likes his dressingsss..

haha.. new blog skin!
i tink im kinda crazy.. the skin is.....
sooooo colourful!!

but for now i like it ~.. who knows mayb tonite i will juz get rid of it

new song for the blog too
by tis new sporean singer Jones Shi (hangten's advertiser)
Beautiful World


its such a beautiful world..~~~

yesterday.. slack arnd the entire morning
my fav energy is here but i din went to see dem la..
heard their call-in to yes933.. n knew tat they wun b disbanding (yet)haha

....
angeline called asked if wanna watch movie
i said no to samara n we agreed in watchin the pacifier at bugis
well... pacifier is funny.. touchy(a bit la)
Vin Diesel's.. boobs.. was the joke of the day ..haha
nothing much after the movie.. headed home
...
on my comp n realised kena virus!!
the comp keeps displaying LSA shell error n starts rebooting the comp after 60secs
n the virus is... "W32/Sasser.worm" -watch out !
so i had limited time to surf the net to solve the prob b4 my comp starts rebooting..
d.l sum stuff.. n okie its gone.. ~

slackkkin'...

it was a teary nite for the band
silver.. but almost everyone cried..
guess this must be the band's tradition
2yrs ago we were a COP band going for central judging
we were aiming for silver.. we got broze n we cried
this yr as a bronze band.. they were aiming for gold
silver... n they cried

ive juz gotta say one step at a time bah!

the syf 2005 is here
tpmb is to b judged today at 515pm..
yesterday went back to band
changes..
the sitting arrangements..
the leader of the band..

confidence is there.. GOLD ! wahhha good luck!

marsling's band got gold with honours *oh my!!
holy innocent got silver..

it seemed so easy.. but yet..
we've gotten a bronze 2 yrs ago..

later gonna follow the band dwn to conference hall
...

best of luck..

shall blog when i get back 2nite...

yest..
woke up arnd 9..
coz qing ming festival is here.. i dont noe when la
so went dwn to a temple to pray my grandparents n greatgrandparents..
with my aunties n cousins
it was kinda crowded lo
after praying went home lor
nuthing much..
as usual slacking arnd..

after reading my previous post realised that i din mentioned abt my postings
im posted to Info Tech (tp).. well not much feelings to that actually
caused ive got no 'i-must-go' the course in mind lor

slackinggg...

he wasn't wad i wanted wad i got no~
he wudnt even open up the door. . lala lala..

out today with weiping,yuwen n ruizhen
accompany ruizhen to her retail management's interview
*best of luck*
then headed dwn to tm.. shop arnd then watch 505 the
House Of Fury
i like it hehe..
nice moves(kicking,splitting)
nice clothes(addidas, abercrombie and fitch)
nice guys... stephen fung n danial wuuu...
after movie went to fish n co. for dinner...
then sat by the stairs toking.. and
headed home...

gonna b out tml ..
waHa...ha

Jay with specx... haha **

hm... after a year of using my dream phone(T610)
i trade in it for $100 n got PanasonicX400 at $0
white colour..
quite please with it..
coz its the 1st time i bought a flip phone

yesterday went out with ruizhen
she had a swenson's voucher so we again had a costly lunch
ice cream **
the waiter was so cute named Md.Hilman
haha.. kept laughing at us while we make orders
n we order lots of chicken yest. wAhaha~^
den we headed to CS to watch the eYe10 lor.. not bad
comedy cum horror lor..

....

Leehom

Leehom @ IMM

yesterday went dwn to imm to c leehom..
i shall blog abt seeing him after i got his pics
Angeline ~ betta find the cd..!!

well..yesterday, i got home arnd 6+.. had dinner n the tv progs. were horrible
so i went into room n packed my cupboard..
the one filled wif lots of neoprints, classphotos..etc..
i grabbed one of the album.. n saw the 2000year me!
horrible
i was at china, it was the 1st time i left home without any family member along
but my teachers, v.principal(she's a malay) n my classmates
we were there for tis exchange prog.. n it was also the 1st time i celebrated my birthday without my parents n 1st time celebrated overseas.. hehe
so much of memories.. the Great Wall of China.. the 'Zi Jing Chen'.. the beijing duck,
the sleep-over at others hotel room(sort of illegally)..
i tink im a bad photographer.. the pics were mostly weird.. the Bus, taxi.. the china kids performing for us.. the kids doin sum calligraphy..n lots of scenes taken frm the top of the Great wall of china.. i only had less the 10 pics with me inside..
perhaps im more of a 'artistic photographer'..
memories of my p6 sch life..~~

while packing up the cupboard.. i realised that the neoprints had improved so much..
the bgrd were more unique now.. the quality of the photos were much betta now ..
i had collections of neoprints.. frm me,nat n siyi.. to me,nat,siyi,clarice n elizabeth.. ...
to.. me,eliz,shifah,ivy,liping,wenting(yufeng n pinchen- ive no idea y r they in the pic).. to me,liping,ruizhen,weeling...

well...
cant figure out a conclusion..

~~~lalalala

new blog skin
i like the simplicity of my latest blog skin hehe**

yesterday went to watch boogeyman wif zhen n ling lor..
haix.. juz gotta say stop watching tiiiss horror flicks please
ive got a weak heart *hehe*
after the movie went the phin's which is located at the 4th floor of tm..
had a costly lunch.. lolx
den we head dwn to bugis.. took sum neo prints den.. shop arnd..
n den we took 23 home...

i wanna get a mp3 asap!!

thankew for the gift --> zhen,ling n ping~~

~

yest was madeline's 14th bithday ~
she treated us to fish n co. (i suppose her parents paid for the meal)
yup the meal was definitely very scrumptious ~ thankxxx
towards the end of the meal.. had a suprise for her..
the fish n co. crew came wif a cake n announce to everyone tat it was her bday~
n sang her a birthday song~.. tink it was enjoyable day for her~
today is yet another cousin's birthday .. it terence's 8th(i tink so) birthday~..

~~~~

12march - 14march~

me and angeline

the weird cake ~

hm.. im officially 17.. as of yesterday ~~
thankx for ur wishes n presents~

shall blog how i spent my day yesterday `
i started my puzzle making at arnd 11 n ended at 3pm bcoz i completed it ~~ hehe
so proud of myself ~~
den slack arnd till 6+ my bro treated me to sakura for buffet dinner..
den me,angeline,madeline and derek went to tm to watch Lemony Snicket:A series of unfortunate events
Yap! its interesting ~~ thank for the recomendatation Jasmine..
got home abt 15mins b4 12midnite.. n opened my presents.. thankew~
n i was in bed by 1...

i tink im goin out today to get madeline.. her present~
Happy Birthday (in advance)..
we are the march babiess`

outta here.

hm.. im officially 17.. as of yesterday ~~
thankx for ur wishes n presents~

shall blog how i spent my day yesterday `
i started my puzzle making at arnd 11 n ended at 3pm bcoz i completed it ~~ hehe
so proud of myself ~~
den slack arnd till 6+ my bro treated me to sakura for buffet dinner..
den me,angeline,madeline and derek went to tm to watch Lemony Snicket:A series of unfortunate events
Yap! its interesting ~~ thank for the recomendatation Jasmine..
got home abt 15mins b4 12midnite.. n opened my presents.. thankew~
n i was in bed by 1...

i tink im goin out today to get madeline.. her present~
Happy Birthday (in advance)..
we are the march babiess`

outta here.

oh yeah//
im doin a puzzle.. 1000 pieces//
doubt i can finished//

hmm.. starting to miss my band days..
wahhh (〒 ︿ 〒)

i tink im crazy..
after yest angeline told me tat this yrs sfy is in april.. I MISS BAND ~~

i miss those days.. we used band as excuse to skip diff course la extra lesson causing ms hashima/ms ho in trouble trying to explain to t'chers..

i admit i used to complain that y shud band hrs b so long.. 230-630pm..
but when we've gotten bronze for syf i thot we shud hav had spent more time..

i still remb.. almost the entire band cried when we were told we've gotten bronze .. our expectations n the hope tat other gave us were way too high~~

so angeline~ if u r reading.. betta get a silver..
pressure makes tings betta~~

lalala...
i missed playing crouching tiger hidden dragon (haahaa).. we've played it onli once during speech day ~~ haix..

haven been blogging.. ive got my results,done wif decision making.. all left now is to wait for posting..
ive been slacking at home as usual.. supposed to hav gone wrking wif ling,zhen n ping.. but my mum told me she found a job for me... well, juz gotta wait..
time flies..
gonna b 7teen very soon..

lalala~~

where ?

last nite meet up wif angeline,madeline n affia.. watch hide n seek..
its superb loh..
i din noe wads wrong wif me.. i agreed in watching tis horror flick..
lalala~..
robert deniro is super.. duper..
the sound effect freakingly freaking ..
mayb coz we watch it late nite so.. the age grp was higher so hardli any screams of shocked except for me n angeline..

go watch it.. i like it.. though its scary+mystery~

charlie..

tis morning had breakfast wif my family.. its been a long time since we had sunday breakfast..
we meet tis uncle whu is 80yrs old.. n ate wif him loh.. then to my hoRROr.. his my dad's cousin.. my god.. my dad is onli almost 50 n he;s got a cousin 30yrs older.. `~ aniwae..ive got cousins whu are in the 30s too~.. generation gap`~~


outty here..

borrring.. juz finish browsing sum of my mates blog..
juz one conclusion.. all abt the o's ... so i nt gonna tok abt it.. although, did i juz mention it ~
aniwae..
have been slacking.. again for tis few days.. nuthing much..

lalala~~

tacky's house in the show~

...and I love Her.

...and I love Her.

jesse

i was suppose to blog yest. but after typing.. awhile my windows hang.. so everytings gone.
i was to lazy to retype.. so went to bed..

yest.. rise n shine abt 9+ went to tis aia building in tamp to get the singpass
i wanted to get it online but stupidly.. my request was rejected
simply becoz of a comma "," in my name
Peh H** J***, Melissa..
aniwae.. it was quite fast tat i got it at the northeast cdc ..
went to shop arnd tamp loh.. nuthing much to shop..
go ntuc wif mum buy stuff for dinner loh.. den went home..~
reached home arnd 12+.. laze arnd.. til 3 b4 i watch a new show on ch56.. jap show.. starring my fav jap star Takizawa Hideaki..~~ though he nt very tall but very fit.. nice show title And I Love Her 我的跷佳人.. it a 1 hr show interesting storyline.. abt tis guy moving out to live alone.. he had "interesting" neighbours.. n a "intruder"- tis pretty girl.. whu sneaks into his hse when he's out at wrk/sch.. juz to sit by his window to look at her ex-bf who lives opp. tis guy~~ there's onli 11 episode loh.. aniwae yest was the 1st .

ps: new song to intro by tis cute aaron carter lookalike Jesse Mccartney - Because you live..~~

~~~Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help

home alone~

my parents are away in malaysia for a short trip

my bro was home but is out now~

lalala~~

Jay & his girlfriend ?~

sistasss

today's valentine's day n i am home~~~
for the past few days kinda busy lor.. visitings~

Cny Day One:
woke up 9+ bah.. then go my bro's godma hse = angeline's hse = my mum's sis hse.. haha~
then together go temple pray my ahma lor.. then go to terence hse.. arnd noon go my another ahma hse lor.. quite late liao.. arnd 1 plus.. past yrs we usually there very early lor.. then a lot ppl lor. but.. sianx coz.. age gaps~ they were either too old or too young, i onli had a cousin 2 yrs older than me.. then too sianz go Tm watch Seoul Raiders.. erm.. show kinda short lor.. but okok lor.. rate it 3/5 lor.. then my bro come fetch me go dwn terence hse.. these time more ppl there liao.. all same age wan haha..~ jasmine,angeline,madeline,derek n lena-jie all there liao.. play cards lor.. we all lost too angeline/madeline's dad lor.. but we got a treat frm him @ mac ~ haha
Cny Day Two:
had to stay home coz my father side the relatives cuming lor.. haix.. i was the nanny of the day.. almost all primary sch or even younger lor.. i spend my time.. daydreaming at the playgrnd.. while they kids scream arnd lor.. haix shdn't hav stayed home.. my mther side ppl all at my other uncle hse.. havin fun but me stk wif BABIES.. ahhh~ aniwae its over!
Cny Day Three:
angeline's house.. then at nite go temple.. tats all
Cny Day Four:
my hse.. my mother side ppl cum lor..
Cny Day 5ive:
Jasmine hse.. reached ther arnd 3.. then watch christina aguilera's concert on ch49.. then we go Heartland mall lor.. nuthing much.. go bk her hse.. lohhei~ dunno how to spell it.. then eat steamboat lor..then go bk home..
Cny Day Six=Today:
woke up @ 9 on the dot~ alarm la coz wanna watch grammy live lor.. okok lor..the intro was super got black eyed peas..maroon five.. green day~~ i like alicia keys' performance best lor.. she sang if i aint got you.. the another dunno wad song wif jamie foxx... usher singing Caught Up was nice too.. too bad he din get the record of the yr award.. alicia keys got the best r&b album while green day got the rock album bah~ cant really remb. then maroon 5 award best newcomer .. the wrst performance to me ish.. jlo n marc antony.. singing n a bed rm haha~ in spanish?? din understand aniwae.. thot it sounded like a malay song..~~

lala~ outty here

pigsss..

power~~ haha

CNy day5 @ heartland mall~ Me, Angeline, Madeline & Jasmine

Me & Cheryl

Madeline & Mel

1st day of CNY @ Cheryl's Hse~ (Madeline, Cheryl n Me)

today is chinese new year's eve's eve.. tink is gonna b the last time
i blog b4 the new year so..
wishing all ~ happie new yearrr~
$$$$$

lalala

Mtv Asia Aid ~ Jay

Jay at Bangkok ~ Mtv Asia Aid

don't say goodbye~~ ben

latest version of moonwalking ?? ~ ben

weird dance ~ ben

he's looking here~~

B.a.d at J8 (photo frm angeline's hp)

clearer look of Ben.. wif this red spiky hair`

B.a.d.. at the yes 933 birthday party (pic frm yes933) RUIZHEN send me the pics u took (left to right: ben,danny,alex)

lala~
hav been goin out quite frenquently for the past few days..
now while typing.. still making decision whether to go out..
yup!
im goin out again later.. in the noon.. meeting ruizhen n weeling

updates..
29.01.2005(sat)
went to bishan j8 wif ruizhen, it was yes933's 15th birthday party so get to c all the djs lor..
quite crwded la..
we saw stars like ahdu, B.A.D and wallace huo lor..
enjoyed the performaces veri much ..hehe
we stood in the crowd frm 4-730pm.. super tired
ruizhen get to be TOUCHED by wallace huo.. coz he was shaking her hands after gettin her album autographed by wallace..
but the mood of dampened by the milo which spilled in ruizhen's bag causin her mp3 to b not wrking

30.01.2005
after realising terence(cousin) was admitted to hospital.. they day was kinda bad..
i had plans of going to j8 again to c haha B.A.D.. then angeline(cousin) seemed to wanna go out badly so.. i go out lor.. and yup we went to j8 once again lolx~.. we saw B.A.D
the crowd was much smaller n we get to c them real close haha..
they sang 5 songs i like~ hehe.. i din bought their album so din had it autograph either
so when fans went queuin for autograph.. we went all the way to the frnt..
we waved at them.. n they smiled back i mean we waved at Ben.. n he smile back.. lalala..
i shall upload the pics when i get it frm angeline..

31.01.2005(today)
terence's sis cheryl stayed at my hse last nite.. she's off now to hospital to bring her brother back
if u have no idea whu cheryl is.. she's juz a 3+ yr old gurl.. haha~..
o~rite.. nuthing much to say liao..

outty here..~

pics. loh

Say Cheessse

Me and Ruizhen 26.1.05

Jay's Mv Vcd

Jay's Live Cd

The gals autographed pics

yeah~.. jux finish listening to jay's cd.. interesting lyrics..~~

today went.. out wif ruizhen to West Mall..(no idea wher it is.. let me tell u..BukitBatok)
its my first time there.. too
if u r tinking i went ther jux to buy Jay's album.. nope u're wrong
ther's a starhub roadshow there.. n as a friend of a die-heart Hk fan(ruizhen)
i went ther to c her idols..
Charmaine Sheh n Shirley Yeung..
we look at dem face to face.. had their autographs.. n photos though the starhub crew is kinda bad at takin pics.. (he din manage to take it)
Yap.. its a 'fruitful' trip to West Mall, we've gotten wad we.. wanted so ..
kinda enjoyable day bah...

無與倫比
He's indeed incomparable..

borrrrring...

argh..
tml im gonna get jay's 2004 incomparable live cd..
i heard a few songs.. lyk.. dao dai (jolin's) n wa jie (nan quan mama's)..
jas jux called n tell me.. there is poster la.. vcd.. tempting me to go get it loh
argh..
no matter wad.. i will b out tml to buy it !!!

outta here

me : )

almost 2 weeks after i quit my job..
life's gettin boring...
surfing the net all day long..
past few days nuthing much happen.
on sat went kbox wif ruizhen n weeling loh.
realised sum fixed songs we always sing.
jolin/elva/s.h.e...
liang jing ru (jie shou) ^_^ i like..
jay (everyting) ^0^ i like it t00
enErgy (yi Zhi da0 zui h0u) 0_0 i luv it -hehe
5566 .weeling likes it

chinese new yr i cumin in abt 1 mths time..
did sum housekeepin.? cleared sum rubbish.
i found a stack of old albums including
Mariah Carey's #01 -- did i use to lyk her ??
Savage Garden -- yaP. i liKe truLy madly deeply
Alanis Morissette's Jagged little pill -- i cant believe i bought the entire album when i onli lyk 1 song
98degree -- wonderful album .. I do(cherish you)

... many more.. BSB, spice girls ?!?, rickY marTin?!!...

outta here.. `

yawNx..
its 2005.. jan4..
one more day to go b4 i get to leave my stupid job which lasted for arnd 1mth+ miraculously.. bleaHx..


sudden-li i thot of a new yr resolution
no more d.ls... wow.. hehe..
cox i couldnt afford the money..

time check : 1.23am
jux finish bathing.. cant slp yet coz hair still wet..
merry xmas
ive gotten home frm the very crwded orchard rd..
went there wif my cousins..
1st time had so much fun.. wif strangers..
we had the 'snow spray tingy' whoever whu walks past will kena..
we din realli countdwn.. but we were spraying.. non stop.. at anione..
b4 12.. sum irritating.. ppl.. wud stare at us.. after kena spray.. but by 12.. or 5mins b4 12..
whu cares.. we were jux spraying.. nonstop

thanx.. for the fun..

ps: i saw 'her'.. wahahaha..

blue niKe..

my nike sHoes..

wwwooo... yesterday.. went on a short trip to.. malaysia..
very short one.. but its been a long time since i left singapore..
quite a wonderful trip.. hehe..
ive got lots of clothes.. n best of all my long waited niKe shOe..
bleaHx... :þ

xMas is cumIng..
hOw i wiSh it wilL snOw..
-3℃ xMas...


...outta hereee

long time nv.. blog.. tis week nuting much happen loh.. i was at wrk.. i was suppose to stop wrking liao.. cox say 3wks onli. but they wan me to wrk till 31 lor..
yesterday went out wif my mum.. go tm lar.. make specx loh.. cox.. my old specs is getting horrible.. (becox i alwaes throw it around).. then shop shop lor.. saw i digi cam.. quite nice.. but my mum still considering to buy a not.. went lookin for clothes.. loh. b4 xmas always got.. sale lor.. for eg. fila, s&k... so buy shirt la.. skirt loh.. still lookin for a jeans loh... wanted to buy frm s&k cox 50% off.. but de pattern like same as the wan i hav so.. nv buy loh.. then walk to the newspaper stand n c magazine loh.. n i realise my mum has got no idea whu is britney spears.. she recognises taufiq(on the cleo front page), fiona xie( i tink is female the frnt page), s.h.e(teenage) but britney spears.. this gurl whu got into a 50+ hrs marriage n then divorce but now marry a divorced man whu has a daughter... my mum has got no idea whu she is.. then i ask her if she noe BSB.. lucki she noe not so bad.. her onli impression of the e.pop is jessica simpson.. cox i intro to her when we watching a DIVA show.. jessica simpson sang an oldies hit " take my breathe away" n my mum knew tat song.. so i was curious if my dad noes britney.. yup.. he noes her.. then mum say she noes the c.pop betta.. she named those she noe.. stefanie sun.. n jolin tay(haha.. shub be tsai la.. mayb she mixed up wif zoe tay) b4 i felt she was impressive.. tats all.. she can name.. n 5566.. but... as long as a guy wif slightly longer hair will b part of 5566.lolx.. except for zaizai frm f4.. she recognises him.. cox.. i always watch his show.. on tv..

so much of my mum.. haha..

outty here..~~

nurse..

long time.. nv blog... time fleeeew...track back...rewind...

dec1.. the idol dayyippeee taufik won... but.. i was very impressed wif sly's performances expect forhis renditon of my idol jay's anjing.. 'it's my life' is wonderful... i was shocked by his scream-yell.. it aint wad i sporean wud dare do bah..imagine ahdu or jj doing tat.. ooops.. funni lar..

taufik as usual his moves.. make him usher-liked.. nice~ both of them sang the new song 'i dream' in their own style.. i like both hehe~~

dec2.. band farewellfirst time we had camp fire but we din really sit arnd the fire jux watch the fire-ball?!.. roll dwn n lit the woods?!..the diff grp dance lor..of course angeline's best lathen.. went in to canteen.. skit lor.. quite interesting lathe idol wan esp.. (hehe again is angeline's grp)

nuthing much.. happen.. jux tat i have been wrking for that entire week so..din stay over for the camp.. wrking.. is tiring though i was sitting the whole day.. packing.. head,hair,hand.etc accessories lor..

as usual.. i got time.. will d.l idol drama to watch lornew wan.. hehe my fav kunda ish lead actor.. comedy.. abt.. nightingale wan lor.. nurse la the onli male nurse in the hospital lolx.. too bad showing once a week onli.. haix.. mux wait

...m..e..l....
im outty here

heee... the o's are finally over.. today is the official 1st day of holiday.. but..
i was back in school.. hehe.. but not in sch u'.. i was back 4 band pract. i was kinda surprise.. wif my own decision of going back.. reason being..b4 the o's i began to dread going band..
but since then.. ive nv been back for more than a mth. tis time round.. the dress code, the 'feel' is entirely different.. yeap i was in band camp2001 n jeans.. n i felt proud as a band member.. sitting.. together wif my angeline.. n my fellow clarinetist.. woah.. onli one wrd to describe the feeling.. shiok.. we pract a few songs which were meant to be played during the band camp.. tis dec.. as a kl top3 band is cuming.. wheew.. stressed.. but tink is gonna b enjoyable n a gr8 experience ..

haix.. so sad for oli ... she shud b at the finals with taufiq... (no offence to sly's fans).. i thot today is finally the time for him to (yup) leave.. but.. whu noes..

citing frm wad ken say.. sly is gonna ask the bengs n lians to vote for him.. then i tink spore got mani lians n bengs lor.. but i found tat reallli toooo scarcastic liao loh.. aniway...

"Singapore.. you have voted for TAUFIQ as ur very 1st Singapore Idol".. (gurmit sounding)...

YeahHH... i mean.. I have voted Taufiq as my sPore idol.. kekex...

:( but its still too early too say...

it's me~

woo.. its been a long time since i last post.. jux re-read my last post.. hm.. realli too serious liao bah..
aniwae.. 2 more main paper..2 minor wans (mcq la)... n everiting is over...
i mentalli prepared for the upcoming events after o's .. haha i nid a BreaK.. HolidAy..MoViEs.. i missed too mani interestin wan.. Incredibles( i noe i seem childish).. Shuttle..
ive also got lots of shoppings i wan.. shoes.. shirts.. cds.. wow.. the list wun stop.. mp3 player.. hair dye.. lolxxx

hm.. today history paper.. heng i studied germany.. nazi lor..
i was kinda very much distracted during todays paper..
i was so irritated by the shakin of legs!!!.. ppl lik luq n a sec5 guy.. my fingers were flying.. becox of the shortage of time.. n the shakin make tings worst.. jux wondering if they were anxious ?> lolx.. or.. jux bored.. mayb too long nv.. sit in hall take paper.. so distracted lor..

i finished the paper like 10mins b4.. so i spend my time.. after checking day dreaming lor..
n i was wondering if.. aniwans fingers/hand move faster than ur brain tinks.. (i mean during exams)... i dun.. my fingers always lag wan.. then by the time i finish writing.. i forget wads next.. or do anione fingers/brain move same time.. .. aniwae.. jux sum stoopid tinkings of mine..

qn: is my blog too jay-ish..

wooow..

Jay..

while crossing the road i hate waiting for the traffic light
while waiting for bus i hate standing alone
life seems to be having things tat we nid to 'wait'...

few more days to the Day..

tis few days have been raining.. n sum weird stuff came to my mind..
before the heavy rain.. dark clouds usually will start gathering .. isnt it jux like b4 exams.. we start studying n all the notes, formula will start gathering by our tiny brain..
when it finally rains isnt is jux like during the exams we start writing out wad we hard memorise..
however, have u ever study too hard tat u jux feel like crying.. haix jux cry.. when the clouds get to heavy it will jux rain jux like after studying to hard.. the tears jux roll dwn suddenly..
but bare in mind.. after rain there will b sunshine.. after crying pick up the bks n continue mugging...

... i tink i am toking to myself.. but i have yet to reach the extent of crying to relieve 'stress'...
how i wish i can jux cry so tat i will feel better.. being too strong at tis pt of time.. is veri tiring..
but way b4 i start crying.. i really gotta continue mugging..
wooosh.. how i wish.. my thunderstorm had ended.....

time check : 08:13pm
yeAh.. hoMe aLone.. i wud be officially home AlonE now.. My paRents are Off to geNting For the nexT feW dayx... n my bro sErving NS.. so will OnLi b Back Tml.. afTerNoon.. but aCtualli there ainT muCh diff.. im Used to BeinG aLone..


............. eNjoyIng.. fOod.. tv... SnAcKs.. ComP...

:-)

haix.. sumhow.. sumone alwaes hav a similar blogskin as mine.. so i change to a super duper simple.. baby wan.. lor..

morning~.. jux came back frm breakfast at mac.. i was going home myself as my mum went to the market.. to my horror.. there ish a 'stretcher' for the coffin.. right at the frnt of the lift.. lucki no coffin.. if not i gonna faint lor.. i was all alone.. surrounded wif mani malays.. so i assume.. is a malay lor.. it is realli very freaky cox.. i dunno wad to do.. lucki the lift door was open.. i checked tat theres no one..[coast clear] i rushed into the lift.. praying tat the door open wifout anione.. outside.. reached 10 floor.. door open.. i was super stunned the whole 'lobby' is crowded.. i ran.. YES ran.. out of the lift.. wif my eye almost 3/4 close lor.. scared i c tings i shd nt c.. heng the staircase right bside the lift.. i ran dwn lor.. curiosity heng din kill cat.. i turn back to c.. heng nuthing.. all ppl.. going into da lift.. i chiong into my house lock door.. lor.. called my mum to tell her..

i am scaredy...~

The Outsiders II

woosh.. jux finish watching the 1st episode.. of the outsiderII.. basically.. the 1st episode was jux screened last nite @ taiwan.. today i get to watch lor.. hm.. since i luv part I definitely.. partII is as nice.. erm.. i tink tis is 1st time .. idol show the second part is not continuation lor.. aniway also cant continue.. lead actor.. dead.. the partII is showing.. wad happen in the middle of the show.. cox in partI got one part. they skip.. n say Four years later.. so now partII is abt wad happen during.. the 4yrs lor.. interestin bah~.. according to rzhen it is kinda lyk.. infernal affairsI,II n III lor.. hm.. abt part 2.. additional actors.. lor.. got xiaozhu.. n a new gurl bah dunno whu.. aniwae she haven appear yet..
tis show is a must-see (hehe wrd list).. if u lykex undercover lar.. n esp paikia.. gangsters.. lolx..
also the theme song.. is new wan no more the Bu Gong Ping.. tis time is xiaozhu sing... 灰色空間 lor.. realli beri de ganggang.. wan lor..

事情過去，
一切看似風平浪靜，
但每個人心中卻都已烙下難以抹滅的傷痕。
而明天究竟會將他們帶到哪裡？
沒有人有把握，
在黑社會的日子裡，
每一天 ......
都像最後一天 ......

today go.. sch get back results.. lor.. still kinda satisfied lor.. cox i tink all got improve bah.. amths.. frm 20+ i get...36+... hehe nearer to 40/80 mah.. eng jux nice.. lor.. betta then midyr.. i fail.. emaths.. i tink my results went dwn.. but 59/80... ok lor.. .. nuthing else lor.. cheryl n sharil both nv cum.. so no papers.. deena cant possibly finish marking.. so did sum.. exercise on turnover...etc. lor

woosshh.. one more day to go b4 prelims finalli over.. tmr gonna hav poa paper.. lor.. i screwed up my paper1 jux passing.. so mux wrk harder.. but i aint studying.. hehe..

today's paper i screwed up my amaths as usual.. nuthing special.. sci.paper1.. i tink mrlai is jux crazy.. argh~....

today.. is mid autumn festival.. my parents out at sum temple's celebration so im HOME ALONE.. im jux a loner whu prefers to b alone.. den hang out.. wif my cousin's kids at the temple.. im tooo old to 'play' wif dem..

ive jux change my blog skin.. hehe once again cox realised sumone's got a similar wan.. got i simple blogskin.. ive jux spent.. a couple of mins browsing the webbie n chosen tis.. rambling~~

hehe my fav show The Outsider is having a second part n is showing soon in taiwan.. so i get to d.l it.. haha..

outty here...

hm.. one week nv blog liao.. tis week was pretty fast over.. started wif prelims el n mt paper 1.. tues n thurs i din go sch.. i participated in the record breaking for the no. of absentees.. highest i tink is 21 absent bah.. super rite.. aniwae today had 1st sci pract. of my life.. feelin very nervy thruout the entire paper.. lighting of match was the worst but i tink im jux lucki cox.. i strike once hehe.. phy was pretty easy.. chem abit more complicated.. but overall i tink it is fine bah.. monday prelims officially start tml gonna go study lor.. if not alone at home also beri boring.. keke..

im outty here... gonna be busy the nxt few weeks bah.. no more blogging..~~!! mux chiong.. but dunno if i can make it.. haixx~>...

jux got home frm pasir ris park.. had our cip tis morining.. we were jux wasting time.. we went feed of fish at the Kid's Kampong.. nuthing much happened.. there is supposed to be a bbq.. but.. leave me alone.. lolx..


s.l.a.c.k

ripcurl

boringx... my mum's out at wrk.. my dad's out.. bro back at camp.. i'm all alone.. i jux did sumting i felt proud.. i fixed my webcam.. its been long dead.. since my bro reformat the comp.. i brought it back to life.. basically by jux reinstalling.. hehe no big deal after all..

today is officially the 1st day of the Sept holis.. 'o's cuming.. did a bit of maths n studied eng's format...nuthing much..

tink i mux go complain the renovation at my house.. is realli getting irritating.. its been a long time.. the entire void deck seemed to have been removed..

im gonna be out tml n on wed.. wonder when do i hav the time to study..

since my webcam is wrking.. ive became.. self obsessed.. hehe taking pics non stop.. lolx.. my bro is a great cap chooser.. his caps are real nice...

im outta here..........

im gonna miss u..

almost.. 1 week nv blog liao.. lotz of tingy happened but din realli noe where to start... i'll juz fast fwd to sat..
-28.08.2004
our band concert at SCH..
to anione who went to the concert n felt it is a total screwed up tingy.. im sorry for making u waste ur money.. if u can play well y dun join the band.. if u can sing well y not join the choir.. b4 u make those.. rubbish comment tink twice.. if u were there not for the concert then make sure u dun make negative comments.. im not being petty n not accepting the comments but.. sum comments.. are jux met NOT TO BE MAKE..
the ending of tis concert represents our final performance as a band member.. n after tis we wud official step dwn.. yap i felt sad.. c pple crying but.. i jux din.. saw ms[now mdm] ho.. whu came for the concert too.. jux gotta sae among all tcher i/c .. she jux rox.. being a ex-band member she jux understands how we feel..
the next few days nuting impt happened..

~national day..red

yet another day has past... tink after blogging mux sleep.. yeah i noe is earli.. but i tink i mux get more rest 1stly to be mentalli prepared for tml final practise.. n also my throat is cozing me lots of pain.. n pray it will jux b betta tml..

today sch.. was normal.. quieter though she is arnd.. had foto taking so miRACLe the whole class turn up.. after i record breaking tingy yesterday wif 10 ppl absent.. lesson as usual are boring.. tml gonna b worst rzhen not going to sch.. sianx.. how i wish i can b away for jux once every 2-3 wks.. haix.. NEVER.. i mux fall realllli sick b4 there is a break haix..

B.A.D- 我的错
飞机已离开机场 你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘 忘了我们爱的过往 忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强 从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲 还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样 不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听 你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜 请你相信我的心还是爱你

我想再重来一次 回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事 怎么做才能够停止 后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆 为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候 总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错 错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听 你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜 请你相信我的心还是爱你

although a old song.. i jux ..lyke it..~

keep quiet~
could u please shut up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
could u shut ur irritating nonsense~~~~~~~~
#&*& off.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........