Mtv Asia Aid ~ Jay

Jay at Bangkok ~ Mtv Asia Aid

don't say goodbye~~ ben

latest version of moonwalking ?? ~ ben

weird dance ~ ben

he's looking here~~

B.a.d at J8 (photo frm angeline's hp)

clearer look of Ben.. wif this red spiky hair`

B.a.d.. at the yes 933 birthday party (pic frm yes933) RUIZHEN send me the pics u took (left to right: ben,danny,alex)

lala~
hav been goin out quite frenquently for the past few days..
now while typing.. still making decision whether to go out..
yup!
im goin out again later.. in the noon.. meeting ruizhen n weeling

updates..
29.01.2005(sat)
went to bishan j8 wif ruizhen, it was yes933's 15th birthday party so get to c all the djs lor..
quite crwded la..
we saw stars like ahdu, B.A.D and wallace huo lor..
enjoyed the performaces veri much ..hehe
we stood in the crowd frm 4-730pm.. super tired
ruizhen get to be TOUCHED by wallace huo.. coz he was shaking her hands after gettin her album autographed by wallace..
but the mood of dampened by the milo which spilled in ruizhen's bag causin her mp3 to b not wrking

30.01.2005
after realising terence(cousin) was admitted to hospital.. they day was kinda bad..
i had plans of going to j8 again to c haha B.A.D.. then angeline(cousin) seemed to wanna go out badly so.. i go out lor.. and yup we went to j8 once again lolx~.. we saw B.A.D
the crowd was much smaller n we get to c them real close haha..
they sang 5 songs i like~ hehe.. i din bought their album so din had it autograph either
so when fans went queuin for autograph.. we went all the way to the frnt..
we waved at them.. n they smiled back i mean we waved at Ben.. n he smile back.. lalala..
i shall upload the pics when i get it frm angeline..

31.01.2005(today)
terence's sis cheryl stayed at my hse last nite.. she's off now to hospital to bring her brother back
if u have no idea whu cheryl is.. she's juz a 3+ yr old gurl.. haha~..
o~rite.. nuthing much to say liao..

outty here..~

pics. loh

Say Cheessse

Me and Ruizhen 26.1.05

Jay's Mv Vcd

Jay's Live Cd

The gals autographed pics

yeah~.. jux finish listening to jay's cd.. interesting lyrics..~~

today went.. out wif ruizhen to West Mall..(no idea wher it is.. let me tell u..BukitBatok)
its my first time there.. too
if u r tinking i went ther jux to buy Jay's album.. nope u're wrong
ther's a starhub roadshow there.. n as a friend of a die-heart Hk fan(ruizhen)
i went ther to c her idols..
Charmaine Sheh n Shirley Yeung..
we look at dem face to face.. had their autographs.. n photos though the starhub crew is kinda bad at takin pics.. (he din manage to take it)
Yap.. its a 'fruitful' trip to West Mall, we've gotten wad we.. wanted so ..
kinda enjoyable day bah...

無與倫比
He's indeed incomparable..

borrrrring...

argh..
tml im gonna get jay's 2004 incomparable live cd..
i heard a few songs.. lyk.. dao dai (jolin's) n wa jie (nan quan mama's)..
jas jux called n tell me.. there is poster la.. vcd.. tempting me to go get it loh
argh..
no matter wad.. i will b out tml to buy it !!!

outta here

me : )

almost 2 weeks after i quit my job..
life's gettin boring...
surfing the net all day long..
past few days nuthing much happen.
on sat went kbox wif ruizhen n weeling loh.
realised sum fixed songs we always sing.
jolin/elva/s.h.e...
liang jing ru (jie shou) ^_^ i like..
jay (everyting) ^0^ i like it t00
enErgy (yi Zhi da0 zui h0u) 0_0 i luv it -hehe
5566 .weeling likes it

chinese new yr i cumin in abt 1 mths time..
did sum housekeepin.? cleared sum rubbish.
i found a stack of old albums including
Mariah Carey's #01 -- did i use to lyk her ??
Savage Garden -- yaP. i liKe truLy madly deeply
Alanis Morissette's Jagged little pill -- i cant believe i bought the entire album when i onli lyk 1 song
98degree -- wonderful album .. I do(cherish you)

... many more.. BSB, spice girls ?!?, rickY marTin?!!...

outta here.. `

yawNx..
its 2005.. jan4..
one more day to go b4 i get to leave my stupid job which lasted for arnd 1mth+ miraculously.. bleaHx..


sudden-li i thot of a new yr resolution
no more d.ls... wow.. hehe..
cox i couldnt afford the money..

time check : 1.23am
jux finish bathing.. cant slp yet coz hair still wet..
merry xmas
ive gotten home frm the very crwded orchard rd..
went there wif my cousins..
1st time had so much fun.. wif strangers..
we had the 'snow spray tingy' whoever whu walks past will kena..
we din realli countdwn.. but we were spraying.. non stop.. at anione..
b4 12.. sum irritating.. ppl.. wud stare at us.. after kena spray.. but by 12.. or 5mins b4 12..
whu cares.. we were jux spraying.. nonstop

thanx.. for the fun..

ps: i saw 'her'.. wahahaha..

blue niKe..

my nike sHoes..

wwwooo... yesterday.. went on a short trip to.. malaysia..
very short one.. but its been a long time since i left singapore..
quite a wonderful trip.. hehe..
ive got lots of clothes.. n best of all my long waited niKe shOe..
bleaHx... :þ

xMas is cumIng..
hOw i wiSh it wilL snOw..
-3℃ xMas...


...outta hereee

long time nv.. blog.. tis week nuting much happen loh.. i was at wrk.. i was suppose to stop wrking liao.. cox say 3wks onli. but they wan me to wrk till 31 lor..
yesterday went out wif my mum.. go tm lar.. make specx loh.. cox.. my old specs is getting horrible.. (becox i alwaes throw it around).. then shop shop lor.. saw i digi cam.. quite nice.. but my mum still considering to buy a not.. went lookin for clothes.. loh. b4 xmas always got.. sale lor.. for eg. fila, s&k... so buy shirt la.. skirt loh.. still lookin for a jeans loh... wanted to buy frm s&k cox 50% off.. but de pattern like same as the wan i hav so.. nv buy loh.. then walk to the newspaper stand n c magazine loh.. n i realise my mum has got no idea whu is britney spears.. she recognises taufiq(on the cleo front page), fiona xie( i tink is female the frnt page), s.h.e(teenage) but britney spears.. this gurl whu got into a 50+ hrs marriage n then divorce but now marry a divorced man whu has a daughter... my mum has got no idea whu she is.. then i ask her if she noe BSB.. lucki she noe not so bad.. her onli impression of the e.pop is jessica simpson.. cox i intro to her when we watching a DIVA show.. jessica simpson sang an oldies hit " take my breathe away" n my mum knew tat song.. so i was curious if my dad noes britney.. yup.. he noes her.. then mum say she noes the c.pop betta.. she named those she noe.. stefanie sun.. n jolin tay(haha.. shub be tsai la.. mayb she mixed up wif zoe tay) b4 i felt she was impressive.. tats all.. she can name.. n 5566.. but... as long as a guy wif slightly longer hair will b part of 5566.lolx.. except for zaizai frm f4.. she recognises him.. cox.. i always watch his show.. on tv..

so much of my mum.. haha..

outty here..~~

nurse..

long time.. nv blog... time fleeeew...track back...rewind...

dec1.. the idol dayyippeee taufik won... but.. i was very impressed wif sly's performances expect forhis renditon of my idol jay's anjing.. 'it's my life' is wonderful... i was shocked by his scream-yell.. it aint wad i sporean wud dare do bah..imagine ahdu or jj doing tat.. ooops.. funni lar..

taufik as usual his moves.. make him usher-liked.. nice~ both of them sang the new song 'i dream' in their own style.. i like both hehe~~

dec2.. band farewellfirst time we had camp fire but we din really sit arnd the fire jux watch the fire-ball?!.. roll dwn n lit the woods?!..the diff grp dance lor..of course angeline's best lathen.. went in to canteen.. skit lor.. quite interesting lathe idol wan esp.. (hehe again is angeline's grp)

nuthing much.. happen.. jux tat i have been wrking for that entire week so..din stay over for the camp.. wrking.. is tiring though i was sitting the whole day.. packing.. head,hair,hand.etc accessories lor..

as usual.. i got time.. will d.l idol drama to watch lornew wan.. hehe my fav kunda ish lead actor.. comedy.. abt.. nightingale wan lor.. nurse la the onli male nurse in the hospital lolx.. too bad showing once a week onli.. haix.. mux wait

...m..e..l....
im outty here

heee... the o's are finally over.. today is the official 1st day of holiday.. but..
i was back in school.. hehe.. but not in sch u'.. i was back 4 band pract. i was kinda surprise.. wif my own decision of going back.. reason being..b4 the o's i began to dread going band..
but since then.. ive nv been back for more than a mth. tis time round.. the dress code, the 'feel' is entirely different.. yeap i was in band camp2001 n jeans.. n i felt proud as a band member.. sitting.. together wif my angeline.. n my fellow clarinetist.. woah.. onli one wrd to describe the feeling.. shiok.. we pract a few songs which were meant to be played during the band camp.. tis dec.. as a kl top3 band is cuming.. wheew.. stressed.. but tink is gonna b enjoyable n a gr8 experience ..

haix.. so sad for oli ... she shud b at the finals with taufiq... (no offence to sly's fans).. i thot today is finally the time for him to (yup) leave.. but.. whu noes..

citing frm wad ken say.. sly is gonna ask the bengs n lians to vote for him.. then i tink spore got mani lians n bengs lor.. but i found tat reallli toooo scarcastic liao loh.. aniway...

"Singapore.. you have voted for TAUFIQ as ur very 1st Singapore Idol".. (gurmit sounding)...

YeahHH... i mean.. I have voted Taufiq as my sPore idol.. kekex...

:( but its still too early too say...

it's me~

woo.. its been a long time since i last post.. jux re-read my last post.. hm.. realli too serious liao bah..
aniwae.. 2 more main paper..2 minor wans (mcq la)... n everiting is over...
i mentalli prepared for the upcoming events after o's .. haha i nid a BreaK.. HolidAy..MoViEs.. i missed too mani interestin wan.. Incredibles( i noe i seem childish).. Shuttle..
ive also got lots of shoppings i wan.. shoes.. shirts.. cds.. wow.. the list wun stop.. mp3 player.. hair dye.. lolxxx

hm.. today history paper.. heng i studied germany.. nazi lor..
i was kinda very much distracted during todays paper..
i was so irritated by the shakin of legs!!!.. ppl lik luq n a sec5 guy.. my fingers were flying.. becox of the shortage of time.. n the shakin make tings worst.. jux wondering if they were anxious ?> lolx.. or.. jux bored.. mayb too long nv.. sit in hall take paper.. so distracted lor..

i finished the paper like 10mins b4.. so i spend my time.. after checking day dreaming lor..
n i was wondering if.. aniwans fingers/hand move faster than ur brain tinks.. (i mean during exams)... i dun.. my fingers always lag wan.. then by the time i finish writing.. i forget wads next.. or do anione fingers/brain move same time.. .. aniwae.. jux sum stoopid tinkings of mine..

qn: is my blog too jay-ish..

wooow..

Jay..

while crossing the road i hate waiting for the traffic light
while waiting for bus i hate standing alone
life seems to be having things tat we nid to 'wait'...

few more days to the Day..

tis few days have been raining.. n sum weird stuff came to my mind..
before the heavy rain.. dark clouds usually will start gathering .. isnt it jux like b4 exams.. we start studying n all the notes, formula will start gathering by our tiny brain..
when it finally rains isnt is jux like during the exams we start writing out wad we hard memorise..
however, have u ever study too hard tat u jux feel like crying.. haix jux cry.. when the clouds get to heavy it will jux rain jux like after studying to hard.. the tears jux roll dwn suddenly..
but bare in mind.. after rain there will b sunshine.. after crying pick up the bks n continue mugging...

... i tink i am toking to myself.. but i have yet to reach the extent of crying to relieve 'stress'...
how i wish i can jux cry so tat i will feel better.. being too strong at tis pt of time.. is veri tiring..
but way b4 i start crying.. i really gotta continue mugging..
wooosh.. how i wish.. my thunderstorm had ended.....

time check : 08:13pm
yeAh.. hoMe aLone.. i wud be officially home AlonE now.. My paRents are Off to geNting For the nexT feW dayx... n my bro sErving NS.. so will OnLi b Back Tml.. afTerNoon.. but aCtualli there ainT muCh diff.. im Used to BeinG aLone..


............. eNjoyIng.. fOod.. tv... SnAcKs.. ComP...

:-)

haix.. sumhow.. sumone alwaes hav a similar blogskin as mine.. so i change to a super duper simple.. baby wan.. lor..

morning~.. jux came back frm breakfast at mac.. i was going home myself as my mum went to the market.. to my horror.. there ish a 'stretcher' for the coffin.. right at the frnt of the lift.. lucki no coffin.. if not i gonna faint lor.. i was all alone.. surrounded wif mani malays.. so i assume.. is a malay lor.. it is realli very freaky cox.. i dunno wad to do.. lucki the lift door was open.. i checked tat theres no one..[coast clear] i rushed into the lift.. praying tat the door open wifout anione.. outside.. reached 10 floor.. door open.. i was super stunned the whole 'lobby' is crowded.. i ran.. YES ran.. out of the lift.. wif my eye almost 3/4 close lor.. scared i c tings i shd nt c.. heng the staircase right bside the lift.. i ran dwn lor.. curiosity heng din kill cat.. i turn back to c.. heng nuthing.. all ppl.. going into da lift.. i chiong into my house lock door.. lor.. called my mum to tell her..

i am scaredy...~

The Outsiders II

woosh.. jux finish watching the 1st episode.. of the outsiderII.. basically.. the 1st episode was jux screened last nite @ taiwan.. today i get to watch lor.. hm.. since i luv part I definitely.. partII is as nice.. erm.. i tink tis is 1st time .. idol show the second part is not continuation lor.. aniway also cant continue.. lead actor.. dead.. the partII is showing.. wad happen in the middle of the show.. cox in partI got one part. they skip.. n say Four years later.. so now partII is abt wad happen during.. the 4yrs lor.. interestin bah~.. according to rzhen it is kinda lyk.. infernal affairsI,II n III lor.. hm.. abt part 2.. additional actors.. lor.. got xiaozhu.. n a new gurl bah dunno whu.. aniwae she haven appear yet..
tis show is a must-see (hehe wrd list).. if u lykex undercover lar.. n esp paikia.. gangsters.. lolx..
also the theme song.. is new wan no more the Bu Gong Ping.. tis time is xiaozhu sing... 灰色空間 lor.. realli beri de ganggang.. wan lor..

事情過去，
一切看似風平浪靜，
但每個人心中卻都已烙下難以抹滅的傷痕。
而明天究竟會將他們帶到哪裡？
沒有人有把握，
在黑社會的日子裡，
每一天 ......
都像最後一天 ......

today go.. sch get back results.. lor.. still kinda satisfied lor.. cox i tink all got improve bah.. amths.. frm 20+ i get...36+... hehe nearer to 40/80 mah.. eng jux nice.. lor.. betta then midyr.. i fail.. emaths.. i tink my results went dwn.. but 59/80... ok lor.. .. nuthing else lor.. cheryl n sharil both nv cum.. so no papers.. deena cant possibly finish marking.. so did sum.. exercise on turnover...etc. lor

woosshh.. one more day to go b4 prelims finalli over.. tmr gonna hav poa paper.. lor.. i screwed up my paper1 jux passing.. so mux wrk harder.. but i aint studying.. hehe..

today's paper i screwed up my amaths as usual.. nuthing special.. sci.paper1.. i tink mrlai is jux crazy.. argh~....

today.. is mid autumn festival.. my parents out at sum temple's celebration so im HOME ALONE.. im jux a loner whu prefers to b alone.. den hang out.. wif my cousin's kids at the temple.. im tooo old to 'play' wif dem..

ive jux change my blog skin.. hehe once again cox realised sumone's got a similar wan.. got i simple blogskin.. ive jux spent.. a couple of mins browsing the webbie n chosen tis.. rambling~~

hehe my fav show The Outsider is having a second part n is showing soon in taiwan.. so i get to d.l it.. haha..

outty here...

hm.. one week nv blog liao.. tis week was pretty fast over.. started wif prelims el n mt paper 1.. tues n thurs i din go sch.. i participated in the record breaking for the no. of absentees.. highest i tink is 21 absent bah.. super rite.. aniwae today had 1st sci pract. of my life.. feelin very nervy thruout the entire paper.. lighting of match was the worst but i tink im jux lucki cox.. i strike once hehe.. phy was pretty easy.. chem abit more complicated.. but overall i tink it is fine bah.. monday prelims officially start tml gonna go study lor.. if not alone at home also beri boring.. keke..

im outty here... gonna be busy the nxt few weeks bah.. no more blogging..~~!! mux chiong.. but dunno if i can make it.. haixx~>...

jux got home frm pasir ris park.. had our cip tis morining.. we were jux wasting time.. we went feed of fish at the Kid's Kampong.. nuthing much happened.. there is supposed to be a bbq.. but.. leave me alone.. lolx..


s.l.a.c.k

ripcurl

boringx... my mum's out at wrk.. my dad's out.. bro back at camp.. i'm all alone.. i jux did sumting i felt proud.. i fixed my webcam.. its been long dead.. since my bro reformat the comp.. i brought it back to life.. basically by jux reinstalling.. hehe no big deal after all..

today is officially the 1st day of the Sept holis.. 'o's cuming.. did a bit of maths n studied eng's format...nuthing much..

tink i mux go complain the renovation at my house.. is realli getting irritating.. its been a long time.. the entire void deck seemed to have been removed..

im gonna be out tml n on wed.. wonder when do i hav the time to study..

since my webcam is wrking.. ive became.. self obsessed.. hehe taking pics non stop.. lolx.. my bro is a great cap chooser.. his caps are real nice...

im outta here..........

im gonna miss u..

almost.. 1 week nv blog liao.. lotz of tingy happened but din realli noe where to start... i'll juz fast fwd to sat..
-28.08.2004
our band concert at SCH..
to anione who went to the concert n felt it is a total screwed up tingy.. im sorry for making u waste ur money.. if u can play well y dun join the band.. if u can sing well y not join the choir.. b4 u make those.. rubbish comment tink twice.. if u were there not for the concert then make sure u dun make negative comments.. im not being petty n not accepting the comments but.. sum comments.. are jux met NOT TO BE MAKE..
the ending of tis concert represents our final performance as a band member.. n after tis we wud official step dwn.. yap i felt sad.. c pple crying but.. i jux din.. saw ms[now mdm] ho.. whu came for the concert too.. jux gotta sae among all tcher i/c .. she jux rox.. being a ex-band member she jux understands how we feel..
the next few days nuting impt happened..

~national day..red

yet another day has past... tink after blogging mux sleep.. yeah i noe is earli.. but i tink i mux get more rest 1stly to be mentalli prepared for tml final practise.. n also my throat is cozing me lots of pain.. n pray it will jux b betta tml..

today sch.. was normal.. quieter though she is arnd.. had foto taking so miRACLe the whole class turn up.. after i record breaking tingy yesterday wif 10 ppl absent.. lesson as usual are boring.. tml gonna b worst rzhen not going to sch.. sianx.. how i wish i can b away for jux once every 2-3 wks.. haix.. NEVER.. i mux fall realllli sick b4 there is a break haix..

B.A.D- 我的错
飞机已离开机场 你选择了前往你的方向
不再迷惘 忘了我们爱的过往 忘了我给你的伤
学会坚强 从前的我不懂你牺牲多大
为我失去朋友不讲 还放弃了所有梦想
觉得没怎样 不会将心比心去想
让你慢慢慢慢失去了希望

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听 你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜 请你相信我的心还是爱你

我想再重来一次 回到过去弥补你的伤
没那种事 怎么做才能够停止 后悔竟伤你如此
不再放肆 为何总到失去才懂的难过
当你在我身边的时候 总是为我默默守候
都是为我的错 错过这难得的拥有
就让你爱我的心慢慢溜走

能不能够再给我机会好好的爱你
我会仔细的聆听 你对我说的一言一语
我会学会去控制脾气不让你伤心
对你好好的去珍惜 请你相信我的心还是爱你

although a old song.. i jux ..lyke it..~

keep quiet~
could u please shut up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
could u shut ur irritating nonsense~~~~~~~~
#&*& off.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........

actualli.. today sch nuthing much happen.. morning 1st period lai period.. he briefli mentioned the ghost story on channelU which i missed it coz the pm's rally was reallli a very long wan..den did springfield's paper lor.. pe still playing the same tingy.. sharil nv cum deena took over for a period n then another weird tcher who refuses to sit dwn kept walking ard.. came to relief.. den amths.. i forgot to brin all da books.. but it din realli matter.. den lit.. did new poem.. den leong played the song lor.. diff versions kinda interesting.. then emths did vectors.. mt.. there is gonna b a combinations during mt.. e4 n e5.. then infocus 2 hrs of leong.. but lucki the 1st hr she isnt ard.. left us alone to do discussions lor..

ivy thanx for tellin me the virus tingy u r refering.. however.. if u fear tings gonna happen to ur COMPUTER.. den dun cum in to my blog.. itz not that i m nt welcuming u.. but.. nvm..


dottsss..

hm.. today is chinese the 七夕情人節 .. which means valentine's day.. chinese version wan lar.. then got a long story abt tis 'legend'..

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hm.. jux came home frm my granny hse.. nuthing much happened played wif my.. 4yrs old cousin stefanie.. mini bowling.. lolz.. pple are gettin more n more inventive..
morning.. woke up @ 8am skipped eng ct.. abt i 915 meet rzhen then go sch for ct's ct (phy) lolz.. den after tat go band.. sectional till 2plus.. den decorate the photo album.. den go home lor.. sianx.. den zzz

ps: 7more days... to the DAY~~!!

outty here.. :)

tgif... haizx.. every friday i can reached home by 1250 but today got 'band'.. kinda farewell to our sections juniors.. nuthing much bought them sum gift wrote them a card.. n i reached home onli at3!!!..

today lesson was boring.. singh went thru mock exam.. n there was tis qns abt HISTORY.. n he say tis wrd is SEXISt.. coz if women were in 'power' at tat time it wud have been HERSTORY..!! is he gettin senile..~~.. den was mt tcher nt here so.. listen md till fall asleep.. then sharil period tok abt WW2 lor.. then lit.. did poem phy got back test paper.. n sch ended..

nuthing interesting happened until i reached the lift of my block.. there was tis stupid advertisement tis is how it goes.. "Match-making session. Free registration. $100 for one successful matchmaking..".. oh my~~ wad is tis man..!!!!.. matchmaking.. ~~ lolzz..

lalalala... im glad to be home..~ outty here..

today.. i almost slag the whole day.. morning 1st period.. mdm loh nt here den jux did the paper lor.. den followed by singh.. nuthing much.. juz sum proNUNciation tingy.. then phyics.. did waves n light... sharil lesson did mindmapping.. dong wasnt here so supposed to do poa but.. i din realli wanna do jux listening to songs n c da kj 'bully' van by.. pullin her.. *ra*trap.. hehe.. den tink luqman was also too bored tat he kinda lyke started dancing.. the 'rainbow' n 'catching of star' dance moves... funni sia.. after poa.. amaths !!! mdm low isnt here so mdm foo took over..the whole class.. did sum trigo qns.. den tats the end of sch 4 me.. wif sum other taking oral.. mdm low nt here we decided to skip infocus.. den had lunch @ mac.. den headed home.. nuthing much liao.. help lipin.. upload songs into her mp3 den now bloggin lor..

ps: latest song on blog : Pieces of Me by Ashlee Simpson.

................outta here...~

time check..406pm.. im home.. !! coz.. oral mah.. so go home.. erm.. oral was fine.. but as a 'fast talker' everyting seem to be happening in a breeze.. i started to get kinda worry when i realise lping n ivy din had ani prompts.. but aniwae.. prompting doesnt mean u r wrong.. den i still tink i was realli to fast.. but its over.. to late..

sch was fine.. the common test jux sux.. i did 3 qns.. den emaths mdm loh not here so did the paper lor.. nuthing much singh did compre.. buckchwee started teaching.. poa.. did non-trading tingy.. basically tats all.. nuthing interesting.. ..

outta here.
almost forget.. michelle came back alive.. during eng-compre session.. i am MELISSA>>...!!!!

erm.. one week nv post liao.. but actually.. nuthing much to say.. ive got a b3.. for mt.. at 1st wasnt feelin tat bad.. juz reatake lor.. then.. that idiotic buck chwee.. say can get a.. make me feel worst.. sumore ask how i was feelin.. stoopid.. if noeing i can get a but din.. wud i b feelin very happy.. weird guy.. den today he treated the class wif kfc.. finish eating.. go home.. lor.. reached home liao.. lp called.. say mdm yasmin cuming to mark attendance.. but din care lor.. since rzhen ywen jieyi.. all went back home liao.. so jux stayed home lor.. den after tat.. realised it was zul marking the attendance.. monday bluez.. maths maths.. sianz..

im outta here...

today decided not to go band becoz sore eyez juz okie lor.. den got excuse cca.. coz sore eyes spread not by eye contact.. but go band blow.. a lot of saliva lor.. den scared sabo others kena..
hm.. tok abt wad happen yesterday.. wear red go sch lor.. 1st time national day i nv.. perform.. den c juniors perform.. although i was very far away lar.. but can hear lor.. soft soft nia den sing home lar.. n the 'who are u my country' song then the observation tingy ended much later so.. onli left the art tingy no quiz lor.. den did not contribute coz im not artistically incline lor.. den 10 sch end.. go long john had lunch wif wp yuwen rzhen... den go music junction buy qi li xiang lor .. den dey wanna take neoprints so join dem lor.. queue for beri long lor.. the whole taking tingy took us abt 45 mins lor.. pengx.. cant believe i was waiting.. aniwae i din queue wp n rzhen did the queuing me n yuwen stood outside wait.. lor.. they stared blankli arnd lor.. see patches of red almost every where.. mani sch also wear the same pattern the shirt lor.. den go home liao.. lor..
immediately open jay cd n play lor.. i tink my fav is 借口 lor.. jay wrote both the melody n lyrics.. den lyke wad rzhen say.. the song sounded lyke jolin wan.. i hear liao tink 将军 sounded very much lyke jolin's 海盗 which is also composed by jay...
today gona be a boring day lor.. sianzx..

tml start gonna be a kinda long holiday.. but got loads of hmwrk lor.. e&a maths.. poa.. sianz.. away frm sch for 2 days.. nuthing much change.. juz suddenli felt the load of homewrk a bit too much.. coz the last 2 days have be slacking not doing aniting much.. today sch nuting much interesting.. bah.. oral for eng.. maths do practice paper.. phy.. mryeo n a unknown tcher came cheryl away for course.. sharil lesson did the sbq.. amths is differentiation..i juz hate it man.. poa.. did test wifout learning aniting.. know nuts abt it.. but wif deena n lipink help.. tink it is gonna be fine.. slc plc capital assets.. infocus amths lor..
tml gonna b wearing the hangten red tee to sch.. tink gonna be kinda relax.. den gonna buy jay chou album lor.. everyting can 'pirately' d.l but jaychou cd is still a muz buy lor.. nuthing much to say.. gonna go watch survivor's law(ch55).. zzz

imm outtaa hereee..

Jay - Qi Li Xiang

斗鱼
为友谊两肋插刀
为友谊放弃爱情
把友情放在比生命更重要的位置
友情与爱情混沌交杂
正义与道德纠葛重叠
用生命去谱写的青春记事

soundtrack frm the show..
Lydia.
不公平.
放弃.

11.42am.. im at home.. coz sore eyes lor.. haix.. stay at home really boring. juz finish watching the outsiders.. sad ending.. lor.. but aniwae was i nice show lor.. nuthing to do.. now unloading song into md.. lor.. slag.. arnd..

outta here..

yesterday go c my bro take wan.. beside is my mama

sunday.. today went to hendon comp visit my brother.. its been 10 days since i last saw him.. nuthing much changed.. ive seen wif lesser hair b4 he get enlisted.. ive seen him in army during his ncc days.. i was juz very interested in their bunk.. at home he sleeps on the comfy queen size water bed.. nw in ns he slp in a single bed.. wifout aircon.. onli .. fan.. aniwae he is cuming back on the 7th.. i realised my bro kinda strong.. both in terms of physically n psychologically.. i saw tall guys crying but nt my bro.. i saw veri .. thin guys.. wanting to giv up on the commado training.. hm..
finish d.l the outsiders ive watch till the 11 episode.. getting more interesting.. cant wait to finish watching..
.....outty

The Outsiders.. ppl with scv56 its a muz watch hehe

shan zi.. cool guy isnt he..

hm.. 1 more hr b4 i finish downloading the show The Outsiders.. although kinda pirate.. but scv56 only showing twice a week for juz mere 45mins.. i juz cant wait to finish watching it.. becoz after the the reading synopsis oh my.. really need to watch.. sumore the 3 lead actors tall n handsome.. hehe.. esp..shanzi..

ps: haven study physics.. im sorry Cheryl.. :''(

tis is jay chou ok!! gothic.. dark eye liners.. cant wait to c the music video..

Tgif... today is ms ong (my chinese tcher when i was in sec1 n 2) last day in sch.. according to others she is leaving to go taiwan n study.. wish her luck bah..
nuthing much i can recalled abt wad happened tis week.. which is beri important.. juz stuff quarrel over small stuff.. betta nt say aniting.. hehe~..

Racial Harmony Day...

hm.. a few days nv blog liao .. start frm friday bah.. sch was as usual to me boring.. ended sch with cheryl's muliple choice qns with almost all answer [C]heryl.. hehe.. after sch went watch Sisters.. ppl im a scaredy cat dun make me watch tis kind of disgusting plus sound effect super loud the ask me watch.. i got weak heart sia.. aniwae i rate it 5/5 for its horror(to me lah)..story line ish a combination of ju-on n jian gui(if nv remember wrongly).. after the show go home lor.. den slag watch loads of taiwan entertainment show i dwnload lor.. saturday.. morning mock exam lor.. eng okok amaths nuthing much to say i noe my standard.. den my super duper ulcer givin me probs so decide nt to go band.. pass angeline her present.. during break HAPPIE BIRTHDAY~... den after mocks.. go lunch den home lor.. as usual.. continue watch the d.l shows.. hehe i even d.l energy latest show.. shiok..~ funny. watch until 1+ den go slp.. then today.. continue watching lor.. hehe.. i used to be or shud say i am still a tv freak.. now wif the comp solely to me.. d.l mani shows becum.. online tv freak bah.. my parents go relative hse warming so alone.. means. fun.. tv.. comp.. tv comp.. books.. leave it for sch day bah.. weekends.. muz solely juz for relaxation.. tml.. predicting.. maths maths n more maths.. holy **** .. getting bored by all the repeatative.. tings i am doing.. oral oral oral.. maths maths.. ~ arghhh..
 
listening to landy's - wish me happy birthday.. (zu wo sheng ri kuai le)...
 
rotting.. ~~~~~~~

juz now 7.55pm on 933fm got jay new song qi li xiang.. hm.. very jay-ish style..  tink is considered a love ballad.. though i din really listened carefully to the lyrics.. the dj say is a poem.. lor.. tink tis is jay 1st time single is ballad.. unlike the last few album.. beri complicated the composing the song as the 1st single..
8.35pm my bro call back.. frm camp.. tink my mum sounded kinda worry.. coz 1day b4 he enlist he sick.. lor..  coughing.. then.. he in same bunk as his ffu pal.. tatz all i heard abt their conversation.. sumore got tok abt medicine tingy.. do camp forbid taking of medicine.. not sure heard sumting lyke tat.. the i realised even my granny also beri worry for my bro.. cos he the youngest male grandchild mah..

dream snoopy hse~~

21072004 .. the day my brother officially get enlisted.. racial harmony day too..
morning rainning so heavily so decided to change into the bajukurong in sch.. look weird but no choice have to wear coz nv brin sch shoe..
the next time im gonna c my bro is on the 7/8 i suppose or national day bah.. tat means abt 3 weeks time lor.. tis morning.. a few of his ffu were at our hse.. gonna send him to hendon camp lor.. my parents went too lor.. then mum told me.. he is in the same 'grp' as his ffu buddy lor.. so gd for him..
erm.. the computer is in his room n now it looks so empty.. curtains off.. bedsheets gone.. floor mopped..  even the comp i using hav juz been wiped..
ps: wish him luck for his commando training.. and his styled hair.. is gone even b4 enlistment coz he scared they anihow cut so cut 1st.. hehe

hm. time really flies.. i still remember the time with the existence of casettape..always listening to Hanson's Mmmbop..  In an mmmbop they're gone. In an mmmbop they're not there  wow.. tat songs was released in 1997.. so it was lyke 7 yrs ago..  tat time i was still using radio to play casettape.. why suddenly mention Hanson's itz becoz their latest album Underneath is out !..  oh my the youngest Hanson's brother is already 19.. the last time i heard their song was.. This Time Around.. You can't say I didn't give it I won't wait another minute We're on our way this time around..  and mind you tat song is also abt 4 yrs ago tat it was released.. the first single i heard frm their lastest album.. is Penny and Me.. juz love.. their usual rock style...  Cause Penny and me like to roll the windows down Turn the radio up, push the pedal to the ground And Penny and me like to gaze at starry skies Close our eyes pretend to fly It's always Penny and me tonight.. 

losing my grip
why should i care?
cos you weren't there when i was scared when i was so alone
you need to listeni'm stuck in a trip i'm losing my grip
and i'm in this thing alonewhy should i care?
if you don't care then i don't care
we're not going anywhere
 
Losing my Grip ~ Avril Lavigne

violence thots.
i feel tis compulsive urge to punch my fist thru a plane of glass. screaming my head of f no longer appeals to me. sumtimes it is a bliss to be ignorant, or to feign ignorance and ignore ur inner voice. pretence hav nv been alluring..

jay!!

kunda .. hehe my fav..~

Energy!!

"Don't Wanna Think About You"

Can you leave me here alone now
I don't wanna hear you say
That you know me
That I should be
Always doin what you say

Cuz I'm tryin to get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I Don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
I won't let you bring me down
Cuz I know
I don't wanna think about you

Don't wanna think about you

When I wake up here tomorrow
Things will never be the same
Cuz I won't wait
Cuz you won't change
And you'll always be this way

Now I'm gonna get through today
And there's one thing I know

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down
Won't let you shut me out
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
Running as fast as I can
Run away
Run away
I'll never come back again
Run away
Run away

Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out
Don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna talk this one out

I don't wanna think about you
Think about me
Don't wanna figure this out (figure this out)
I don't wanna think about you
Or think about nothin
Don't wanna talk this one out
This time I won't let you bring me down (bring me down)
Won't let you shut me out (shut me out)
This time I know
I don't wanna think about you

Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you
Run away
Run away
I don't wanna think about you

hmmp.. reached home.. at 7+ after an evening swim.. at the crwded tampines swimming complex.. mayb is holi.. so the place.. is dirty n flooded wif ppl.. or mayb coz.. i too long nv.. go alwyz swimming is angeline ask me along go nsrcc..
yesterday go class chalet.. bbq lor.. quite a no. of pple.. den the usual chalet stuff bowling, daidee n cycling.. den during bbq der was a 'fight' btw ivy n jaren.. dunno wad happen lor.. den ivy muz be pissed off.. n juz stormed of angrily.. i really meam STORM.. she stormed on my feet b4.. walking away.. den arnd 1115 my bro came the fetch me home.. n gave shifah a ride home.. couldnt really slp after bathing coz.. ivy gave me a call.. i ask where she is.. she say she dunno.. n juz HANG UP... she onli msg me at 1+ tell me.. wad happen(shant go into details) but still couldnt slp.. then watch tv.. till abt 2 lor.. b4 slping..

ps: 1) yesterday i had a hard time plucking up courage to wear da contacts.. lucky no negative comments.. hehe..

2) my bro is counting the no. of days b4 he get enlisted.. 26..25..ohoh..fast..!

argh.. im so bored.. ive been sitting in frnt of the comp since 7.. nuting to do.. repeatedly listening to the same song by Maroon 5 - This love.. tis morning wake up at 730 coz 830 muz report 4 band lor.. as usual practice the concert stuff.. a few ex seniors came back.. band ended at abt12.. went back home.. slag infrnt of the tv.. den beri tired go slp.. lor.. 5 den wake up.. again tv.. den use comp..


ps: 18/6 zhenhao's birthday ,yesterday was beth birthday..n today is ruizhen.. Happie BirThdaY..


rottingg.....

realised sum one else had a similar blog so.. decided to change skin lor. i found tis terrific skin which suits my identity as CUTE..ugly bt adorable.. :þ

Chalet : Me Bro n Frenz

chalet: cousins- Madeline Terence Derek n Cheryl

Chalet: me jasmine derek

hm. 10 daes nv blog liao.. while the geog n sum lit students are away at bintan..i was away too.. but still spore.. went to my bro chalet.. his 20th bday was on da 14jun.. n chalet is frm 13-15.. i tink tis family gathering wud be the last b4 my bro's enlistment in july. then gonna have a 4 mths cut according to the new 'law'.. the chalet was a bungalow type wan at tanah merah?/changi?.. juz noe ish country club..

we check-in on sun noon.. slacking arnd.. with minature mahjong.. n daidee.. supposed to go swimming.. bt sunday mah.. the pool flooded with ppl.. then at nite. bbq lor.. then bday cake was out.. my bro frenz n our relative were there n did the usual stuff of singing n cutting of cake lor.. .den went arcade wif my cousins coz bored.. then went back .. then slp at 3 i supposed.. den nxt day awake by 7+ super.. my bro n frenz nv slp.. watching euro.. then i suppose sum of them played mahjong the whole nite.. n early morning.. karaoke session.. singing jay chou songs.. then we (angeline, madeline, derek n lester)..had breakfast.. den the big bros were away our turn to sing lolz.. abt 10 wanna swim liao.. coz mon morning nobody.. but the big pool is washing so all of us including the big bros were at the small pool.. den awhile later the pool was ready.. all chiong in lor.. the had water polo(captain's ball) game.. n there were 19 ppl in da pool.. play under the hot sun till abt 12.. my aunt came she cooked lunch 4 us.. after lunch.. 2+ slp til 5.. then while slping.. i cant belive sum big bros were still playing mahjong.. think they really mahjong freak.. den bbq lor.. watch tv.. supposed to stay one more nite.. but felt bored coz derek wanted to go home.. so went home.. lor.. coz aniwae checking out the next morning.. so the chalet trip ended..

after the chalet.. side effects.. sorethroat.. homewrk nt done due on fri.. haixx

im outty..

happy

crown-ed.. hehe

smiLe

sit dwn

cousins

mel & jas

hm yesterday nv blog so tok abt wad happen yesterday.. meet my cousin at 12.. go dwn town shopping.. n jas,my cousin wanted to c da jolin so stood in the sun 4 abt 1/2 hr to c her.. den frm far i saw lyncia in the queue ( i gt super eye-sight ) n i also saw yufeng.. after jolin finish singing.. cant tahan da heat go heeren.. lor.. outside annex saw wenting.. guess she is there 4 jolin too. then took pic.. wif my cousins.. hehe.. the machines are gettin more interesting.. den.. my uncle came to fetch us.. i went to my jas hse.. her hse at sengkang bt according to her it is as windy as marina south so we went dwn.. to i huge 'grassland' n fly kite.. n it was lyke 10 yrs ago tat i last fly a kite.. but it was really fun..
today.. boring day.. woke up at 10 watch tv nuthing to do.. lata still muz do homewrk.. haiz.. sumore n my bro n cousins went genting+kl.. but im stuck in spore.. coz..of all da toopid lessons..courses..

im outta here...

one week.. of extra lesson ended.. with homewrks.. but there is still one more week to go.. but at least tml.. ish a break.. no lessons..

F.I.R
后乐园

雨淋湿了世界 你站在我面前 爱得太深太想要
你的温度给我依靠 却不能要 放弃了也许才看得到
我从不是你的骄傲
★我走进后乐园中那迷失的一角
再一步就能触碰你的心跳 当我们以为的爱不是一种荣耀 再深的爱也这样 失去了
你还在我身边 但我突然发觉 我们之间的画面
只会变得越来越浅 不够永远
用生命也许才换得到 一次机会深刻拥抱
★我走进后乐园中那迷失的一角
再一步就能触碰你的心跳 我努力往前奔跑 直到天涯海角 却发现还到不了…
在我的后乐园中谁是我的依靠 我相信总有一天我会找到
用我的心去感受拥有爱的美好
我愿意世界为你 就这样 静止了…


im outty..

boring day as usual.. lessons.. amths emths phy chem.. the planner sux man.. one day.. bored with bth sciences n maths.. hm.. at last i bought the f.i.r cd.. reached home.. chiong homewrk.. all singh's lor.. n emths.. cheryl wan.. leave it alone.. dun care.. singh's wrk are boring.. heng complete liao..


buzz off..

hrm.. tis morning woke up at 9 to watch ms universe.. i 'bet' coasta rica will win.. but she lost to australia.. mayb coz australia has betta skin hehe.. then watch tv till 1.. today vesak day mah.. everi yr vesak day mean my ah-ma birthday. coz according to mummy she duno when her bday so.. since vesak dae is holi so.. she 'chose' tis day.. hm.. when reached hse.. CroWded sia.. lots of kids.. really kids sia. i tink age frm 1-7 all have.. i counted almost 10 kids were there.. n i was a giant to dem.. but it was fun 'playing' wif dem.. hehe n wads most impt. these kids are my ah-ma's great grand childen sia.. meaning my cousins are almost all married.. time flies.. time to slp.. although now.. 5 pm nia.. bt.. beri tired.. last nite.. slp at 2+..

lights out.. (still very bright lehx)

long time nv.. post.. since.. last wed.. quite long lar.. juz now.. while sufing net.. came across tis jap brand 6%Dokidoki. wow da clothes.. accessories all beri cute.. even the web itself is cute.. jap stuff cute indeed..how i wish can go there.. 4 a shoppin spree.. hehe~~